Caught
I woke up about 3 hours too early, brain racing, unable to shut it off. I get like this sometimes and it seems the only way I can lull myself back to sleep is by edging myself, even for just a little while.
I start by scrolling on here, slipping my hand beneath the lace of my panties when I find the perfect post, slowly pressing and rubbing my finger against my clit. My pussy responds almost immediately, sending warm little pulses through my body when I press a second finger down on the other side of my clit. Rubbing faster, a bit more pressure.
My mind drifts to getting caught in these moments. Like a friend, roommate, or partner walking in and finding me this way. Laptop open on my bed, rubbing my pussy. I think about them seeing what I’m reading. Various scenarios of how they’d respond. How surprised would they be? Would I try to explain it to them? Would they be upset? Or turned on?
I think of them telling me to show them what I’m posting. The comments. What would they do after seeing how desperate and needy I am for total strangers on Reddit? My stupid porn brain convinces me they would be wildly turned on. They’d take advantage of my embarrassment and order me to go back to touching myself. Telling me to pretend they aren’t there and to pick up where I left off.
And so I do.