Still His [Dom/brat] [Rough] [Choking]
I woke up to a heavy feeling of hope. The dangerous kind that’s eerily familiar. My eyes adjusted from the dream I had come from to the sun shining reality in my face
Dream home, peaceful life, dinner with friends, easy laughter. Him. No different from any dream I’ve had the last few months but this one was vivid enough to taste. It came to life. I could feel it when I slipped my hand between my legs and I was still pulsing.
I slipped out of bed and zombied past my roommate into the bathroom and shut the door. I’m pretty sure I startled him. The mirror told an entire tale. Dark eyes from mascara, hair that made its own decisions last night, lines running across my cheek. Gosh.
I quickly showered and got ready for the internship that I was already late for. Just before I ran out Tom asked if it was cool he had some friends over for a game tonight or something like that, I honestly didn’t catch what he said, I was so focused on catching my train
“Yeah why not”
I missed the train, was 15 mins late and I fell asleep during the cross examination because of how boring it was. Then on my way back it rained hailstone and it was the one day I didn’t bring my umbrella. Oh and the strap on my bag broke somewhere between the station and home. Wonderful.
As soon as I got in I was exhausted. I stood under the hot shower for 30 mins and let the hot water run onto my back before I got out. I put on whatever and jumped into the couch and turned on the TV
Maybe 20 mins later I heard Tom’s key in the door and I sighed as I remembered what he told me.
They piled in one by one as I sat facing the tv munching on the 3 day old crisps from the cupboard. I couldn’t tell you what any of them said if you asked. I wasn’t listening. But I heard it.
I stopped chewing
That voice. Low. Calm. That specific rasp i tried so hard to forget but couldn’t. My eye widened. I started to turn my head but caught myself and whipped it back as. I almost dropped the bag of crisps as you came around the arm of the couch. As you quick as you quick I was already off with my face deliberately turned away from you. Just before I disappeared into the hallway I saw your eyes follow me out.
In the hallway I fell into the wall and let out a long sigh.
“You okay?” Tom had just come back out of his room. extra beer in his hands
I practically lunged at him.
“Who is that” I hissed
“Who?” He raised an eyebrow as I let go of his jacket. I turned and slammed my door.
He stood at my door for a couple seconds before before I heard him leave. I hadn’t stopped pacing up and down.
It couldn’t be. It was impossible. I plopped on my bed and bit my nails and told myself I was delusion. He just sounds like you. That’s all. I mean there was a time everything reminded me of you. What’s so different? Pick up trucks, guys with caps, guys long hair… tall guys.. the works. This was just that.
My leg was bouncing out of control before I shot up in thought. Tom, he had told me he was having some friends over for games. I assumed it was football game or something. I turned my room upside down trying to find my phone and when I did, I searched for Tom’s chat.
‘Tom. Tonight. Watching a game you said?’
‘Yo. no we’re playing DND’
I put the phone face down on the bed.
I picked it back up.
FAHHHCKKK
My hands were on my head for the next 10 minutes. It was definitely you. The same you.
I took a deep breath. I opened my door to noise and made a b line for the bathroom with my eyes down. I reached for the handle just as it swung open.
I looked up.
It was that very moment I knew what it felt like for your heart to fall through your chest.
I spent months talking myself out of you. Months telling myself the version of you in my head was exaggerated. Softened by missing you. Made larger by distance. That id built you into something you weren’t.
I hadn’t.
It was really you.
I saw you catch your breath when you confirmed too.
We stared at each other for what felt like eternity. I grabbed your shirt and practically shoved you into my room.
I looked into out to see if anyone had their eyes on us before I shut my door and locked it.
I took a breathe before turning around
I glared at you. Watched you put your hands in your pocket and clear your throat
“How you bee—“
I threw myself at you. Pressed my lips against yours and wrapped my hands tight around your neck, frantically running my fingers through your hair like I was trying to make sure you were real. Your hands were out of your pocket and pulling me into you as you kissed me back. It was so rough but so full of pent up need. We stumbled into my drawer before I broke our kiss to give us a chance to catch our breath.
I had planned to yell at you but my body reacted first. I looked at you, you looked at me and we were back at it again. My hair clips and perfume bottles falling as we left the drawer and found ourselves on the bed.
I didn’t waste time in ripping your shirt. I put my hands up when you started to lift my top and my hands were back around your neck as I straddled you. I couldn’t get enough of your taste. You stood up with my legs still wrapped around you and you put my on my back. You started used one hand to unbuckle.
You cursed when you pushed into me and you still made me react exactly how you made me to. My hands were all over you as I savoured every thrust. Soon I had your face and we locked eyes as i desperately tried to stay quiet. You were breathing hard and your hand tightened on my waist.
“Choke me” It came out half plea half demand
“Say please” you responded, looking and pawing at my boobs as it bounced to your rhythm. I wanted to roll my eyes so damn hard it was insane.
“Choke me!” This time it was demanding. You grabbed my face roughly. Your eyes weren’t so kind.
“I said say please…Sir”
I mumbled as you still squeezed my face. “Please Sir”
“Please what” you asked leaning in by my ear, your thrusts becoming more intentional. Your hand on my thigh. Your body pressed firm against mine.
“Sir please… choke me” I whispered into a moan. It was cut off when your hand found my neck and squeezed. Then tighter.. and tighter while you fucked me harder.. and harder
I was in a state of delirious bliss as you took over my oxygen. My sounds became a mix of cry, choking and moaning.
When your hand loosened I gasped frantically but you didn’t let up and thrust into me so hard I thought you’d split me in two. I cried out from the pain and the pleasure and you did it again and again. Yes.. I missed you too. You flipped me over and put your full weight onto me. I grabbed onto my duvet when you pushed back in and groaned into my ear. It didn’t take you long to get back to that animalistic state of fucking and I continued to shout out more ways for you to hurt me.
When you came I swear I don’t think I’ve ever felt you so deep inside me. I felt every rope of cum you shot and It triggered me into an orgasmic episode. And for a second, just a second, everything that had happened between us collapsed into this. Into right now. Into you.
You fell on top of me still inside. I closed my eyes and just laid still listening to the sounds of us breathe in silence.
Total silence.
My phone buzzed.
Tom.
“…so I guess you know him?”