Trying to figure out if I’m straight or bi
So I was in a long term relationship with a girl. About 2 years in I was watching a lot of porn because we were long distant. I started with fem dom. And then progressed to forced bi and babe cock. then progressed to gay dom and gay hypno. then I caught myself looking at this reddit thread a lot. I even made a post and eventually she caught me. It caused a rift in our relationship but we stuck it out a couple more years. Throughout those years I was constantly having cuck gang bang fantasy’s and forced bi fantasy. I couldn’t tell if I was obsessed with cock and that’s why I was into forced bi. That way I don’t have to think I can just do what I’m told and obey. Or if I wanted to just watch her get fucked. We haven’t been together for months and I still am constantly thinking about cuck fantasy’s of her or other exes. And when I do that there’s always a thread of being forced to suck a cock so it will be wet enough to fuck her good. I just feel like I want her to have the ultimate enjoyment but also maybe I do like cock. But if I do I want to be forced to like it. I think that still makes me straight right?