u/AcanthocephalaOk8202

Last night I opened up a lot to my wife about how I've been feeling about her dates and how insecure I've been about the fantasy vs the reality. She was so insanely supportive and kind and turned on. She helped me normalize a lot of the parts that both turn me on and make me nervous about her fucking other men.

In the end, I went down on her for a long time as she told me about fucking her bf the night before. When I finally fucked her as well it was so hot and kind of sweet and none of the fear or doubt showed up at all.

Then I got her off with her hitachi while telling her creepy things that always drive her wild.

It was just an amazing night and I feel so much closer to her than I had been all week.

Anyway, that's my update. Feeling good about embracing some of the more cucky side of things.