[M4F] Innocence Gone
Hey hey!
One fantasy I love to discuss is how can someone who's very composed, innocent or just classy can end up losing their composure, and returning to a more primal version of themselves, after being thoroughly tested.
This idea of someone fighting their own urges & principles, until their body and hormones get the best of them makes me absolutely wild. I imagine this to be either a very devout religious girl who through different circumstances (some dark, some not), ends up surrendering to her most animal instincts.
Alternatively, someone who's simply inexperienced or wanted to save themselves for the "right one" ending up in a situation where she cannot resist the signals her body is sending her anymore. One of the less dark (and slightly realistic) scenarios which involve this would be finding herself stranded on an island with another person, who both have to depend on each other for survival for a long period of time, virtue of whichever dangers might be in their area, making "private time" very risky to have. The theme here is forced denial, not by a person's domination, but through the circumstances and your own pride forbidding you to touch yourself. After crashing, or unluckily drifting onto this stranded beach through circumstances which we may or may not breathe life into (I'm OK with either way), you find yourself alone with this man who despite your best efforts to not acknowledge it, is someone who you'd concede that, at least on paper, has a body and demeanor that'd give you a run for your money.
The situation's danger, or just fear of uncertainty of what might be out there, has you both inseparable for almost every aspect of the day. Even showering would have to be done within a close distance of hearing one another. How dangerous would things really be is up for the imagination. Perhaps we heard the howls of pack animals, making stranded lonesome walks more dangerous. I like the idea that the female feels more worried to be alone than the male, making the pressure of constantly staying nearby also self-generated and not only from outside sources.
You're the kind who is blessed, or perhaps cursed in this case, to be quite vocal when pleasing yourself, give that to a natural "boldness" you have, or to your innocence making you very sensitive to unexplored pleasures. Just another reason to many already, which would have you unable to take care of yourself on your own without catching unwanted attention from the nature around you, or at best, you don't want to remove this composed, innocent, "proper" image you think you have in the eyes of your stranded partner. What would he think if he heard you pleasuring yourself in the middle of the night because you just couldn't take it anymore? Add to the fact that the longer you last without release, naturally, the louder and uncontrolled you would be in the case that you would dare to finally get it out of your system. The best option is to tough it out, of course. Certainly that won't have any adverse effects on how you behave in day-to-day survival now, would it?
How long would you, or both of us, could last before weeks or months of no proper release would have its effects take toll?
If you feel like this is something you'd enjoy discussing or exploring together (I'd rather not RP, but take my sweet time discussing every last bit of it), send a message with a short introduction/ a bit of info about you! (I really mean this, I won't reply to just "hi")
See you soon 😉