Cheated on my gf
m 23M and I cheated on my 21F gf. We’ve been dating for a little over a year. Emotionally we are very secure but I’ve not been too satisfied physically. She has a condition called vaginismus and it’s pretty bad to a point where i dont fit in at all and it starts burning for her when i just insert the tip.
The last time we had full on penetrative sex was September-ish. And from the till now, we’ve just been doing third base and maybe trying. We’ve tried lube,condoms, a lot of foreplay, Everything in the book. But I still can’t go in properly without it, hurting for her.
So two nights ago, I called up one of my old interests, and she wore the skimpiest of outfits, with her thong on display. We had some drinks at home and it wasn’t long since we started feeling up each other.
She is into no limit cnc and we did everything. Id pick her up and use her mouth randomly while she was on the phone, slap her while I pounded her in doggy. I did everything i wish i could do with my gf-and sometimes even thought it was her i was fucking. I have a dilemma if i should keep it as a one time thing or make her a sidehoe