spent the last two years telling myself i'd wait until i was older, more stable, whatever. but i keep coming back to the same thought every single month when i'm ovulating, i want a baby inside me, ASAP.
these guys my age act like they're porn stars over text. then when we finally meet, they last like four minutes and roll over. and i'm left grabbing my dildo to actually get off. pathetic.
i need a guy who actually knows what he's doing. this isn't about age, idc if you're 20 or 50. it's about effort and skill. i need someone who actually wants to make me cum.
i'm a squirter. but i've only done it alone because none of these clueless boys can make it happen. i want someone who sees it as a goal, not a problem.