So, this might be a bit of a weird ride so sorry in advance.
I've only explored this dynamic within the context of longterm relationships, only went to a couple of munches when I lived away from my native city. Now I'm back there and having the odd feeling that there isn't much of a scene here - or perhaps I don't know where to look. Either ways, I'd like to explore and figured this could be a good way to reach out of my immidiate proximity.
I am generally rather laid back, quiet, content. I am slowly coming to the realization my greatest ambition in life might be to become a "househusband". I used to suffer from pretty much crippling anxiety, so I'm not especially adventurous in my day-to-day life.
However, maybe out of a form of compensation or simply as a manner of power fantasy, whenever intimacy is involved I am quite the opposite: I want to take control, to dominate, to submit - even forcefully, to be worshipped and adored.
Don't know if that classifies me as a switch or I still just count as a dom. Whatever the case, I would like to find someone who's either similarly inexperienced and looking to experiment together or someone who's fairly adept at this kind of dynamics that can bear with a bit of figuring things out at first, I suppose.
If nothing else, a blank canvas comes with limitless opportunities, right?