Diapered at Disney (Chapter 3)
And so continues your arduous trek back to Space Mountain. About 80 yards, less than a football field that will certainly feel like miles. The thick, soft padding rustles with each careful step you take, stretching fully up from above your buttocks looped all the way around your crotch to just below the belly button. A hint of baby powder wafts in the air, catching your nose when the wind blows just right. Attempting to squeeze your legs closer together to avoid your slight waddle only creates a more prominent bulge in all of your diaper areas. You choose this over any type of waddle. One small positive is your lightweight collared shirt is fairly long, and it hides some of the swell in your pants. Your fate as a diaper wearer for the remainder of the day has been sealed, it seems, unless this mystery woman Renee decides to graciously remove it early for you. Panic begins to set in as you arrive at the ride’s exit and begin to look around for the rest of your coworkers.
“Hey you,” you hear a woman’s voice from behind. It was Tara. “We were looking everywhere for you for several minutes. Where’d you sneak off to? Not working I hope…”
“I… uh, had to go to the bathroom. Good to go now though,” you meekly respond. “Must have walked off just before you guys were getting off of the ride.”
“Well don’t be a loner and purposely lag behind the team. C’mon, we’re heading toward Fantasyland,” she happily states before finding a spot near the back of the group, immediately to your right.
And so the group walks steadily towards Fantasyland…. “Tea Cups,” “Winnie the Poo,” “Small World“ and “Seven Dwarf’s Mine Train” to name a few. Tara is her typical chatterbox self, going on and on about this and that, some work, some personal. She seems to have taken an even greater liking to your presence.
Inside, you are a complete and utter mess. Every step you take is an anxious one and thoughts swirl. “Can she see it through my pants? Why would she even be looking there, you idiot?? Does she hear the quiet rustling noises? Can they be heard at all, or is it all in my head?? Do I smell like I’m wearing a diaper?! Do I smell like a baby??!??”
Just as you have this final thought a woman walks by pushing a stroller and Tara leans over and takes a peak, “awwwww what a cutie, and sound asleep, too. And…. *sniff* *sniff* *sniff* I can smell that fresh diaper baby powder scent!” She closes her eyes and breathes in deeply. “God, I love that smell!”
Her words catch you off guard, you tense up, and your face goes completely flush at her words… “Did she actually just smell me instead of that baby?? Her face did lean in a little closer!”
“Are you feeling ok?” Tara asks in a concerned tone. “Your face is all red. Have you had any water since we arrived? I know it’s not THAT hot yet, like Summer hot, but we still gotta stay hydrated, ya know?” she shrugs.
You do feel exceptionally thirsty, but water equates to peeing in your mind. And this is not the time nor place nor day to be peeing!
“Here, I insist. And no buts. You’re going to drink this whole thing, ok? The last thing we want is someone having to go home early sick and cause an issue with our team building day,” Tara rattles through these comments as she hands you a 32oz bottle of water.
“I expect that to be all drank up within the hour Mr,” she smiles and playfully teases, almost in a commanding tone, clearly becoming more and more comfortable with flirting with you.
Normally, you would be flirting right back with Tara, to some extent at least… probably still blushing, but for totally different reasons. Tara is very outgoing, and though you’re certainly not an introvert, you fall somewhere in between outgoing and inward leaning on the scale. This balance between you two is nice, and she’s liking what is being read as a hint of shyness…
The work group makes its way into the line for the Seven Dwarfs Mine Train, and she continues with further attempts to get you talking… “so yea… because of all that stuff, I’m currently not seeing anyone. Me and my last boyfriend called it quits back around Thanksgiving. What about you? You seem like a catch. Have you been ‘caught’ yet?” she playfully asks, almost with a twinkle in her eye.
You take a big swig of the water, realizing it is well over half gone, then answer, “not at the moment. My college girlfriend and I called it quits during our senior year. And since then it’s been all finish school then work focus for me. I’ve been on a couple dates, but that has been the extent of it.”
“I guess I’m just waiting to find someone particularly special,” you state, then shuffle your weight, causing a quick but audible crinkle sound. Tara doesn’t seem to notice but when the line starts to move again she speaks up…
“I swear I keep smelling baby,” Tara blurts out. “Like, baby powder or baby lotion, something babyish. Hmmm, god, I’ve always loved that smell. Oh well. That scent is just so alluring for some reason!”
You blush and instinctively turn away. This line cannot move fast enough!! Fortunately, this is a promo day and it’s mostly companies and their employees in the park. You quickly find yourself seated in a mine train car and off you go!
The ride finally ends and everyone exits the ride. You quickly scoot forward hoping to evade Tara, but she finds you before the ride’s exit line ends.
“That was amazing!” Tara shouts. “Did you have fun?”
“Uhhhh yea, it was great,” you follow up, shrugging, clearly not enjoying the ride as much as everyone else did, due to your predicament.
“Awww what’s wrong? Are you still parched? Here… I’ve got plenty more waters, drink up! We gotta make sure you are properly hydrated! And I bet you had nothing but coffee all morning like I see you drink at the office. We’ll be having none of that! The day is just getting started!”
“But really Tara…. I insist, I’m good…” you respond, but are immediately cut off mid-sentence.
“Now now, it never hurt anyone to drink a little EXTRA water. Stop being difficult. I expect that bottle to be gone by the end of lunch. We’re off to eat!”
You look down at your watch, “12:15.” And so the group makes its way for lunch…. hamburgers, hotdogs, pizza, you name it, your choice. All of the excitement from the past two hours has made you exceptionally hungry and a double hamburger with extra fries is in order.
You exit the food line and attempt to find yourself a spot with the group but only one remains…. Next to Tara, of course! “And she probably saved that spot,” you think to yourself.
Slowly… you make your way over and sit down, diaper still the only thing on your mind with every step you take. The extra thick padding a constant reminder of what you’ve been turned into by Renee, this mystery “mommy.” “Psycho mommy, more like,” you find yourself thinking.
*Poof* you sit, and the diaper makes a soft, but undeniable crinkle noise to anyone sitting next to you, which at this point, is Tara. A puff of baby powder smell emits from your diaper area adding to the undeniable.
No one else notices… except Tara. She immediately jerks her head and stares intently down at the seat of your pants, then at your face, then back down at your butt again before sniffing the air several times. It’s at this exact moment that she first suspects something. It’s also at this exact moment that your phone lights up…. A text from “Mommy.”
You notice Tara’s reaction but attempt to remain calm and eat your burger and fries. But now, now, an intense curiosity has been unleashed within her. She barely eats her food and instead chooses to hyper focus on you, your actions, your demeanor, your words with other coworkers, everything. She knows something is up. There is a heat to her stare, and it’s impossible to avoid.
“Let’s do haunted mansion, next!” someone suggest. “Yea, that sounds perfect.” “Oh my god, I love that ride so much!” Everyone has their mind’s set on what’s next.
Hearing this cues you to scarf down what remains of your burger and fries and excuse yourself. “I’m going to head to the restroom before we move along,” you state.
You make it to the bathroom and lock yourself in a stall, not to “go” but to check your text messages in private, away from Tara.. “What the hell did this Renee lady send me?” you think. You notice the first feelings of having to pee but the feelings are quickly pushed to the side.
“Just checking in on you. Hope you’re being a good boy… a “big” boy ❤️ and staying dry. Let Mommy know if you need a change or anything, Sweetie. And don’t fret, that diaper can hold several pee pees! xoxo”
First, you blush hard, then finally whisper to yourself “seriously??? ‘Pee pees’?” You adjust your belt and move your hands to fiddle with the lock and wires. “These things are not coming off!” you think to yourself. “Goddamnit! This Renee woman is going to have to remove this lock at some point! Shit!” You keep pulling and prodding with all your might but to no avail. Finally after a couple minutes, you frustratingly leave the restroom.
As everyone briskly walks towards the Haunted Mansion, your urgency to pee slowly increases. The 2 morning cups of coffee on the way to the park, plus 2 large bottled waters are making their way through your system and fast. To top things off, you’ve always had a somewhat weak bladder, as well. Things are not looking good at all, as you arrive in line, close to the ride’s entrance.
You made every effort to avoid Tara on the walk over, but she finds you again once in line. An overwhelming awkward feeling comes over you and her creating an uncomfortable dynamic. Tara, usually chatty, has become exceptionally quiet. She remains just off your left side as the line slowly moves forward, sometimes moving just in front of you and other times trailing behind.
You feel the heat from her gaze, and swear you notice her eyes repeatedly glancing downwards then back forward again, as if she is sizing you up. And then, to your absolute horror, she leans in close to your left ear and softly whispers…
“Are you wearing a diaper?!”
Your eyes widen in horror, “No, I’m not. What are you talking about?” You quietly, but firmly respond back to Tara.
“You are, aren’t you???”
“I closely watched your cute little tush all the way from lunch to here. There’s a noticeable outline of a fucking diaper underneath those khakis in both the back and front! I just know it! And the baby powder smells…” it’s now completely dawning on her. “That was YOU I was smelling the entire time, wasn’t it?!?!”
You swallow hard and begin to feel your face radiate as she continues…
“You said earlier you went to the bathroom while we were getting off of Space Mountain. Awww did someone give himself a diapie change?” Tara whispers, almost cooing and loving this control she has over your secret.
She continues right along, whispering in your left ear more, “It’s ok, baby, your secret is safe with me. I won’t tell anyone. However, I’m going to be sitting with you on every single ride we do until we leave. And very close, at that… you smell so….” Tara purposely drops something and bends over to pick it up, pausing with her nose right in front of your diapered ass for a couple seconds as she takes in an exceptionally deep breathe before returning her mouth to your ear… “fucking amazing! God, that smell!!”
Your need to urinate increases with every passing minute, almost to desperation, and aligning with your groups arrival inside the attraction.
“I bet all that water you drank earlier is quickly trickling through that body of yours, isn’t it?” Tara teases, leaning in yet again whispering into your ear, as you both wait for your ride car. “Don’t have any accidents now, you hear.” You catch her smirking just as the moving sidewalk leads you two to the car. She has no idea how desperate you already are….
And down goes the security bar, securing you both together for at least the next 3 minutes or so.
You are quickly thrown into a fantasy world of 100s of ghosts, 999 to be exact. And they’re looking for their 1,000th (you)!
Moment by slow moment, the ride continues on and your urgency increases with it. You begin to uncontrollably fidget, and Tara glances knowingly over toward you and look directly at your diapered crotch and smiles.
“Now now, pay attention to the ride,” Tara giggles at your obvious stress. “This is why we are here. To relax. And to team build.”
The urge grows stronger and stronger as you feel the dam slowly giving way. Small spurts of pee leak as you continue to desperately squeeze your PC muscle with all of your might! Your bladder is at the end of its rope, however, and it begins to cramp, to resist your control, to fight back on its own. Several more spurts release… And then it finally happens….
The dam gives way. Your bladder cramps hard against you making your attempts at holding futile. You immediately begin to flood your diaper. You instinctively attempt to squeeze again and again, but it’s useless.
The warm flood of piss quickly fills the front of your diaper as you make a weak, helpless pull on the security bar and continue to wet. The embarrassment and shame fill every fiber of your being as you wet yourself like a toddler. Tara stares directly at your face with a knowing look on hers. As the ride nears the end, you finally finish going, filling up the bottom side of the diaper some, as well, as you begin to fight off tears from forming in your eyes. Then, you feel Tara’s warm, comforting hand on your thigh.
“There, there. It’s ok. Accidents happen to everyone. Clearly you were prepared though, and at least half way expecting this might happen today, right?” Tara looks down at your now much more ballooned crotch area, not knowing you didn’t wear this…. this… “thing” to the park on your own accord, “and look, dry as a bone. No one will notice.”
A tear begins to leak from the corner of your right eye, and she reaches up to immediately wipe it away.
Tara leans in and quietly states, “This will be our little secret, Mr. Potty Pants,” and with that, the safety bar lifts and you feel Tara’s hand pull you out of your seat. The warm, squishy diaper encases your most private parts and holds firm around your front and back as you walk off of the ride, never feeling more like a toddler than you do right now.
* crinkle* *crinkle* *squish* *squish* with every slow step.
You look down and check the time, “2:20. We’ve got several more hours to go….