recently i made a post on r/femaleorgasmdenial, and my Owner decided to spank me for every vote and comment my post got, it ended up being over 100 and i got a good spanking with my spiked paddle. i could not sit down comfortably at all the next day, it was a constant reminder of how owned i am and how i took it like a good girl.
i’ve recently gotten into orgasm denial which is something that i’ve tried before but never taken seriously ig. Now i’m owned and have been denied for almost a month and i love it, i love being constantly needy and dripping. i went from making myself cum whenever i wanted to, to begging to be left denied, going to classes with my dildo in, exposing my kinks and my marks to my friends, i had to take one of my friends into the bathroom at a party and strip so he could see all filthy things my Owner had me write on myself, i love being exposed.
i’ve also started asking for permission to pee and drinking my own piss like the good girl i can be when i don’t get the orgasms i don’t deserve, if i don’t have permission to pee and i can’t hold it i have to pee through my clothes and then lick up my mess, it turns me on so much, turns me into a dripping mess.
exploring this side of myself also made me realise what a little painslut i am and how much i get off on pain, sometimes my Owner plays with me and i only get pain, i love it. i love getting my ass beaten and my clit spanked, it’s all greedy sluts like me deserve.