u/Alarmed-Music7535

26 M here, i didn't have the experience of sexting just double meaning jokes i used to crack w my friends who were chill w me , now one girl who used to like me n i didn't so made her very clear that I can't do it im sorry, but she kept on sending me thirsty texts and reels which are soft porn and always seductive stuff, i used to just react or do haha but one day I slipped n just played along she went on to describe how badly she wanna do and things she had imagined doing to me, ofc that shit turned me on and we sexted that night but in the morning I felt disgusted and been regretting it till date, how do I get over this regret? i am not seeing anyone but I m not into her either I wanna do all this freaky stuff w someone I like , Im like horny all the time but i don't wanna use someone, i don't know how to deal w all this

is it normal to have a high sex drive at 26, I wish to have sex at places or in situations where you prolly will get caught but you don't care about it n having nasty intimate moments w your partner