I secretly love teasing my teachers. [F18]
Hey everyone, this is my first time posting here and I’m kinda nervous. I’m 18, senior year, almost all A’s, and I’m on the debate team. People always describe me as sweet, quiet, and responsible. I wear cardigans and normal length dresses to school, I smile a lot, and I get shy when conversations get dirty. I’ve had the same boyfriend for eight months and everyone thinks we’re adorable together. My parents of course trust me 100%.
But there’s something I’ve never told anyone, see I get really turned on by subtly teasing my male teachers. Not in an obvious way that could get me in trouble, just little things that only I know about. It makes me feel powerful and it’s become my secret stress relief with all the pressure of senior year. A week ago I did it with my English teacher, Mr. R. He’s in his early 30s, married, and always very professional. I stayed after class to talk about my final essay. I wore my pleated skirt that’s a little shorter than what I normally wear and a white blouse with one extra button undone. Nothing crazy, but enough. I sat on the corner of his desk while we went over my draft. I kept leaning forward a bit so he could accidentally see down my top if he looked. I crossed and uncrossed my legs slowly while asking questions in my softest voice. I told him “I really want to please you with this paper” and “I care so much about your opinion.” I made sure to bite my lip and keep eye contact. He got flustered. He kept clearing his throat, shifting in his chair, and trying really hard to stay focused on the paper. It was obvious it was affecting him. When I left I touched his arm lightly and said “Thank you so much, Mr. R. You’re seriously the best teacher I’ve had.” Then I walked out slowly. The whole way home I was so turned on I could barely focus on driving. I felt guilty for like ten minutes, especially when my boyfriend texted me, but later that night I couldn’t stop thinking about it. I touched myself thinking about how hard he was trying not to react. I do little stuff like this with a couple other teachers too, but nothing that would actually cross a line. I would never cheat on my boyfriend or do anything serious. It’s just this private game I play in my head. No one would ever believe innocent me, does it on purpose. I know it’s wrong but I can’t stop. The contrast between how everyone sees me and what I’m actually doing is such a rush. ANywayhanks for reading if you made it this far. It felt good to type this out.