u/Alive_Camel_9575

I recently got married and my husband has been begging to have anal sex which I promised we could once we got married and I did it a few times but it’s so unbearably painful that I had to stop an I have told him this but he doesn’t seem to believe me I’ve used anal numbing which bearly affects the pain and tons of lube even did an anal training kit to see if it’d help but nothings working an I feel like a shitty wife and like I can’t keep my promise to him