A little jealousy?
Me (23m) and my boyfriend (22m) have been together for 3 years now. A few years ago we tried a threesome for the first time with a dude with a huge dick. I only got one video of the whole encounter and it was my boyfriend taking his huge cock. I didn’t really realize it before, but rewatching the video made me realize how much I love watching him take other cock. That was about 2 years and we’ve done some stuff with a few other guys since, but nothing too crazy. A few months ago I finally brought up how I think I want him to cuck me. He started talking to my ex boyfriend we found on Grindr, but was a bit skeptical. Only after feeling my rock hard cock through my pants was he completely on board. I had to go out of town for a few days but my boyfriend was home alone. I wanted my ex to fuck him so bad. It never really worked out because my ex had to go back to his hometown, but the videos my boyfriend was sending him drove me fucking crazyyyyy.
Since it didn’t work out with my ex, I had my boyfriend look for another person. He eventually settled on this dude I used to talk to but never really had feelings for. He went over to my boyfriend house and watched a movie, but they both fell asleep and nothing happened. This really set me off because one of the main things I said I don’t want was for somebody to sleep over. This sounds stupid but I was also a little mad that nothing happened, just a few tiny kisses. I sent a few angry texts to my boyfriend mostly just trying to wake him up. I eventually fell asleep and when they both woke up, the guy just left and nothing happened.
This however made my boyfriend skeptical to try again because of the way I reacted. I understand that I shouldn’t have said all that stuff in anger and have apologized and told him I didn’t mean any of it. All is good in our relationship, he’s just scared to try it again.
However, he keeps talking to these guys he was maybe going to sleep with and it’s making me a little jealous and not in a good way. Sex is one thing, but I know my boyfriend is talking to them more like in a flirty relationship way. This just kind of irks me, because if he isn’t gonna sleep with them why is he talking to them still? I know I’m overreacting and overthinking probably, but if anybody has advice/tips I’d love to hear.