i’m a virgin and i am most definitely absolutely painfully in heat. so much so that my period tracker app is texting me reminders that today is the optimal day to get pregnant. like, thanks.
only problem is i’ve never been brave enough to let someone go all the way with me. i’m 5’5 curvy but with a thin waist and ridiculously big tits, with nice big eyes too and a good ass.
the point of the story here is i just can’t take it anymore. especially today. i’m thinking about putting this mesh bra i have on, it’s basically just an underwire and then the thinnest fabric that makes me nipples hard in even the slightest breeze, maybe no panties and some short shorts, and a thin white tank top and just walking to the bar a couple blocks away for one drink. maybe someone will come up to me, maybe they won’t. but i just need to be seen. i want eyes on me as a desperate sexual creature as i slurp down a shitty beer at the sketchy dive. i’d let someone kiss me, i’d even suck their dick in the bathroom if they asked. that’s maybe all i’d do but then again if i was pushed i could do a whole lot. but only one drink.
i’m dripping at the thought. is it safe? if not, is it worth it? i don’t think anyone can understand. i’m just so desperate and feel so ugly. i need to be used for my purpose
u/Alternative_Fee5943
i’ve always been a bit shy, but recently when i’ve gotten in the mood it’s felt like my body takes me over and does anything it can for pleasure. a friend recommended to me i get reddit after i complained to her about not having good men (or women ;))where i live, and after spending the first couple nights exploring every inch of my body reading hundreds of confessions that make me shiver and whine, i found myself talking to a couple fellow redditors who i took turns talking to while i grinded on my heels, or moisturized my body while i read how they want to make me cry and scream their name. i used to think my growing sexuality was intense, but after knowing what’s out there to explore, it just makes me want to dive deeper into every pleasure i find!
the other night, i mentioned to a redditor that i had a vibrator in while we were chatting, and he started saying all the right things to make me lose a bit of control. i figured when i told him about my pussy being filled the conversation would get a little hot, but he had me moaning in mere minutes just through his words. i told him i was about to cum, and he said i wasn’t allowed to yet. i was kinda shocked, especially since i had kind of had the control in our conversation this far, but i figured this could be fun, so i very politely asked him if i could cum, to which he still responded no. it was funny for the first couple times, but then my legs started shaking with this pressure that wouldn’t go away. after 5-10 minutes of me getting more and more sensitive, and more and more desperate, i couldn’t help but just start begging over and over again to be released, saying anything i could for him to give me the magic words. finally, he told me i could and i soaked my mattress because i couldn’t stop squirting (i’m very wet. it’s so embarrassing.) he told me i had been a good girl and told me to go clean myself up, and i’ve kind of been in shock ever since? i haven’t had anyone take control of me like that, and i didn’t know i could ever beg like that, i sounded so desperate…
why do i want to do it agai