Learning to Feel Enough
I used to be a very insecure woman and even now I am still learning to become fully confident. I do not know why people make things so difficult or judgmental sometimes. For a long time I have felt embarrassed about my body my external fat my stretch marks all the little things I notice about myself. There are moments when I cannot even feel comfortable being intimate in daylight because of how deeply insecure I still feel.
But somewhere inside me I know I do not want to live like this forever. I want to become someone who feels comfortable in her own skin someone who can look at herself without shame without fear and without constantly comparing herself to impossible standards. I want to feel confident free and truly enough just as I am.
I do not know why I am sharing all of this but maybe it is because I am finally tired of hiding these feelings inside me.