Why tf all i wanna do on stims is yapping, this is hell, literally cant do anything else. Anyway if u also high and u wanna chat let's gooooo
EDIT: ngl I didn’t expect this many replies at all 😭 usually it’s dead quiet, so I went downstairs for a smoke and somehow ended up chatting with my neighbor for like 2 hours cuz seems like she was also tweaking a bit hahah
aight tho, I’m back now and "recharged"
Been edging for 6h straight, damn i'm gonna explode, but porn is way too boring and soulless. We can do anything u wanna - sext, joi, pic/vid exchange, rp. I'm down for anything.
I'm a pretty good looking with lean athletic body, not gonna disappoint u i swear
It will be such a stupid post, i'm so sorry mods pls don't ban me, but i need to type all my thoughts rn and this is my fav community to do it. i'm just getting way to open to random people on stims. Don't get we wrong, i'm not geeking lol. And i don't actually regret it when sober tho cuz i have nothing to hide at all especially those are just people that u'll probably never meet again.
I always get way too chatty while high on stims. And i bet u guys always feel chatty while high too. But everytime i throw a chat request no one answers (ok maybe 1-2 people). So i'm just curious are u not high at the same time as me or u do something else and don't wanna chat? What u usually do on stimhigh while doing it alone?
I can't get how u always just mention stimfap, yes i get stupidly horny (hmm do girls also get horny while high or is it only male thing? I asked some girls and they said they get hella horny speeded but i still can't really believe it lol) just browsing porn doesn't work for me at all, feels kinda soulless. I hope u got my vibe. But i can keep yapping about anything the whole day while high.
Ok, anyway, if u also high and wanna chat rn lets gooooo. I'm open for any stuff. If u wanna get weird we'll go weird.
If u wanna get horny let's fucking go throw me some pussies or cocks i don't care i've always been bisexual, but more into girls. Saw some posts here that stims make u more gay and i wanna confirm haha, if it was clear win for kitties back than, now it is a closer battle hahaha. I guess we just get more open on speed, don't worry guys u wont become gay. But be gay if u want, that's also awesome
if u wanna discuss finances or geopolitical situation in the world i'm gonna be all if for it.
Just happen to work remotely that's why sometimes i love to make it less boring and finish workday hella high and besides stims i do swimming, muai thai and gym, if we count stims that's olympic level cardio hahaha. I guess i'm pretty good looking guy, if it bothers you. I don't actually think i'm but I get some attention from both genders
Huuuh that's it guys, i know this is weird but i'm too happy to be bothered by it. Peace and love for all of you. Finally i finished this stuff and can start being hyperfocused on some other shit
EDIT on comedown: Stim mods u are the best really, thx for not banning be and letting all of this stuff out, love u and all the freaks here. That was probably my weirdest hyperfix on stims ever, yea i always wanna chat on stims and all written was totally normal for me, but i planned just to throw some short message to chat with someone on the same wave, but when i started to write i felt like my life is depending on this post. It felt like if i will be distracted from it for at least a second i'm gonna freak out. I was writing it for 4 fucking hours
Hella high on gabaflip combo
If i'm not speaking or typing or doing something this shit makes me freak out lmao
Long story short: I tried A LOT of different drugs in my life except for opioids and other hard-core stuff, but I never showed signs of any addictive behavior. Never in my life I had a binge. I don't even drink alcohol or smoke weed. I easily reject it even on parties if I feel like I don't really want to without any problems.
But ritalin is a fucking devil in pill form. I got a lot of work to do recently and I heard a lot about ritalin so I thought, why not that's some pretty light stuff and maybe will help me to get work done
So I got 10x10mg pills from my pharmacy, it's pretty easy to get it where I live, took the first one preorally and was like - meh, feels just like a stronger coffee, nothing really euphoric or something. But things gone wrong when I tried to snort it. Guys, for last 10 days I snort it every 1-2 hours with breaks for some shitty 4 hour sleep and minimal food just to keep myself alive. Every day I just order a new pack from pharmacy and everything starts again.
I was really productive for the first 6 hours maybe, but for the rest 9 days I got hyperfixeted on some small unimportant stuff in my project. It gave me the illusion of productivity, but for real I was just moving the same pixel up and down for 6 days 8 hours a day without even brake to go to toilet, i'm not even sure if i blink even once, then throw away my laptop and go to parties
I don't remember clearly, but in those 10 days I made 10x more stupid decisions than for my entire 28 years.
I spend half of my salary on hookers and strippers, had sex with random girls in clubs (but finished only once when took 2 viagra tabs and even after that it was so fucking hard to cum lol all the other times my dick was just nonexistent, how u guys can stimfap thats ridiculous)
I even bought ps5 cuz I thought hell yeah it will be so fun to play some games, but u know what? I didn't even unbox it because all can I think of is this FUCKING PIXEL and I don't even know what's wrong with it and why I don't like it
This is such a fucking stupid drug man, but it's so damn addictive
Edit: this story ends when my closest friend invited me to party, I got just 2 glasses of wine and smoked some weed. My friend told me that I acted pretty normal but lagged a bit, but in my head I was just 1 step from psychosis all night, i couldn't form a sentence cuz immediately forgot last word i said. When everyone except my closest friends left I somehow managed to tell them this whole situation (it was hella hard and i'm not even sure they understood it fully cuz my iq went negative). They gave me some Valium and this hell finally stopped