u/Ameliagotwings

Idk growing up in a very red state it's almost like it's something I need to hide from everyone in afraid if they ever found out idk what they'd do is just looking at girls it helps me relax just feels right in my head I like breasts and I learn things from masturbating videos I'm just afraid my secret will get out I feel like they look at me sometimes and they know they just want me to tell them I'm just looking for someone to talk to about this just without really idk

Can't sleep tossing and turning thinking about girls have a busy day tomorrow maybe I try to get off thinking about masturbating girls or boobs idk just feeling horny I just my hormones feel intense and I'm just looking to chat or get off idk

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Idk what to do idk y I feel like I just want to hide in my room and jill away looking at pretty girls feels like my hormones just are begging me to just do it idk just feels like its the wrong day to do something like this espc with so many people here hate when I just want to grind on stuff and imagine nice boobs maybe talk me out of it until later idk but talk to me idk something other than hi though

Idk when it happened or why just frustrated because looking at girls is the only thing that I really can jill off too just breasts and lingerie or learning new techniques watching masturbation just sometimes I need it idk why I've tried to not be here but sometimes like tonight I want to be so let's chat about girls

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Idk why on Fri night I'm so horny I just feel like looking at sexy lingerie or boobs or learning something new from a masturbation video i hate when I just feel like I'm being controlled by my hormones it scares the hell out of me I just idk maybe want to talk to some one about ways to not want to look and just be normal

Idk even why I'm posting there's not enough time before I need to start my day people are going to start looking for me and make sure I'm out of bed in the next 30 minutes just feel frustrated atm idk why I'm thinking about breasts this morning just so feminine and sexy just want someone to talk me out of it I guess I've got too much to do

Idk i took a nap earlier after I got home and before hw went to bed at a normal time and now it's after midnight and I have things tomorrow was going to jill off but apparently my brain isn't feeling it like I'm thinking about boobs but having a hard time fantasizing about it idk if it's just tired or lazy. Tbh idk why I've started using girls to get off recently just sexy things like lingerie and boobs or just learning new secrets from masturbating videos anyway sorry for the rant just maybe looking for a conversation until I get to sleep or whatever

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Just can't focus on anything at the moment hate when I get like this hate everything about it just feels like I need to balance myself before I do anything idk why I think about breasts or sexy lingerie when I'm like this just open for suggestions on how to cope better