I’m kinda done with my comedown and just craving but tinnitus and visual snow is killing me even a week later after use. Is this a blood pressure issue or something?
Like 5 days ago me and my friend took vyvanse a couple of nights and now both of our mental health is super super fuckded up is this common???
I took like 100mg vyvanse and stayed up for two days straight drinking caffeine too and then I crashed and fell asleep and when I woke up the next day I dosed 50mg vyvanse to get me through that day cuz I had shit to do then I fell asleep again. Yesterday was the first day of the comedown and it sucked but I’ve definitely had worse I’m on day two of the comedown and for some reason it feels worse than yesterday. My ears are buzzing and my vision is kinda shitty and staticky and I’m having really bad anxiety/negative thoughts. I also feel like tired and oddly mentally numb and empty inside like I can’t even actually think. How many days until this is over!!!! Please help!!! help me!!
Hey guys what am I in for? I’m feeling tired and shitty today as expected. How long would you say this comedown will last?
Anyone else relate? I hyperfixate on it and it’s hella stressful. And no it’s not just from no sleep always sometimes it’s just when I’m high and haven’t been up for days
Anyone else relate? I hyperfixate on it and it’s hella stressful. And no it’s not just from no sleep always sometimes it’s just when I’m high and haven’t been up for days
Bro I was taking vyvanse yesterday first dose was at like 6pm and my last re-dose was like at least midnight and it’s 10:30 AM today and I’m STILL tweakkkinnn
Geeked off 80mg vyvanse rn listen to rat fink blah blah blah by Rob zombie and listen to crystal method
Ok so a lot of you are going to call me a pussy and that’s my whole point is like is this shit unusual??? I usually just pop 10-30 mg and ride it out until I go to go to sleep and don’t re-dose until I have a normal opportunity too like any timeline between one day-a couple of months in between each time it’s kind of just infrequent.
After my (10-30mg) high my comedown usually is just feeling slightly high on amphetamine with a slight robotic depressed and slightly fiendish feeling for like 3-4 days MAX then I just continue life like normal if I don’t have extra money I don’t care about to spend on adderall. It’s very subtle though like genuinely nothing some coffee and weed can’t help.
Well I decided to eat 5 (10mg IR) and snort 4 (10mg IR) the other weekend.
I stayed up for an entire night popping addy and snorting the lines and then crashed the next night. After crashing initially I was having horrible insomnia where I felt like I couldn’t sleep well at all for a couple of days and horrible paranoia that I had messed up my brain. I even called my mom and shit bro it was bad like I was genuinely worried I ruined my brain and my life. It was like a whole week of making sure I wasn’t insane or depressed and I had to re-live a heartbreak I just got over. I literally had to re-live the feeling of grief it was insane. I was super stressed out and freaked out and I felt like my soul was gone and shit.
The four days following I felt so bad I considered checking myself into a mental institution and even discussed with a close family member that maybe i need to go to the doctor for mental health help like I’d broken my mind or something.
I’ve gone hard on molly, acid, coke, and I usually take no more than 3 pills of whatever amphetamine I’m doing and haven’t had any issues besides the normal after effects. Is 80-90mg adderall seriously this damaging afterwards or is something wrong with me
This comedown from around 80-100mg adderall after being awake two days then crashing and waking up is making me feel like I’m loosing it. Idk I just feel like I’m loosing my mind and need help. Im only 18 and I feel like I’ve ruined everything. I feel like I’m loosing my fucking mind tho
What will they do at the hospital
I’m 18 and I sniffed and ate 90mg adderall IR and stayed up for two days. The second day awake I took my final dose wich was like 10mg that morning and I drank baking soda with it. Yesterday was the first day of the comedown after finally sleeping and at first it was just me being tired as fuck and depressed as fuck and I took a nap and shit but I was at least just MAINLY exaughsted as fuck and tired mixed with depression. Last night however I had insomnia I was tossing and turning and having extreme paranoia that I was going to go into psychosis from not being able to sleep and shit . I can’t even exaggerate like this is the worst I’ve ever felt like maybe in general. Last night I was actually scared I was a lost cause and I’d fucked up and lost my mind.
Today I’m like feeling dissociative and “beside myself” and my heart is racing like crazy and I can’t stop moving or pacing around and I don’t even feel high it’s just an insane amount of anxiety happening.
Today I feel so anxious my heart is racing and I can’t stop shaking my leg or some part of my body and I’m just stuck in negative thought loops and like stressing the fuck out and shit. I need god and purity in my life. Im so sick of sin and I’m so sick of falling for these traps I want to find true happiness in a pure way in my life.
I feel like I’m actually loosing my fucking mind. Last night when I was struggling to sleep I literally called my mom and shit multiple times at like 3AM and shit is fucked up. I still feel like I’m tossing and turning and I feel like my soul is gone. I genuinely feel so mentally fucked ip and anxious. My heart is racing and I feel dissociative and I keep battling my own thoughts and shit it’s genuinely horrible.
Tommorow im going out to live with my mom out in the country for a week or so to stay away from drugs and get myself together. I parts of my life with drugs but this experience has really opened my eyes to just how bad everything really is.
I’m trying to become close with god now and I promise myself and god I will never take this drug ever again. This has introduced me to pure evil
This is like worse than an mdma comedown. this might sound a little stupid but keep in mind I’ve had a habit of abusing ALL stimulants for a while now and quit for a while then I relapsed and took vyvanse and binged vyvanse for a week and then I took a week long “tolerance break” and then I got 80mg adderall IR and I ate and sniffed a bunch of it and pulled an all nighter and then I fell asleep and woke up this morning and this comedown is a genuine nightmare and I can’t fucking sleep and I keep having stupid paranoid thoughts about how like I broke my brain and shit and it’s just aweful. Help. Genuinely drugs are bad I’ve considered checking myself into a hospital to like be put to sleep on sereqouel until I don’t feel so insanely fucked up at this point and I’ve truly decided to get sober tonight I
Idk, I’m in love with a girl and I can’t be a dope fiend plus also I don’t want to be one anyways the comedowns are terrible I’d rather just smoke weed and trip occasionally instead.
Am I like permanently fucked up? I stayed up for two days on 100 mg adderall and I feel totally emotionally fucking wrecked even after falling asleep. This would be my second night falling asleep feeling this comedown. How much longer am I in for fuckkk
Also I drank baking soda with the adderall I took that wasn’t sniffed
Yo holy fuck my arms are tingly and I’m feeling springy and I just felt like sharing that I took this much tonight ngl sorry people. I haven’t had anything besides doses of 100mg vyvanse in a long while but I’ve sniffed/ate 80mg adderall total throughout the night tonight and also listen to hey ya by outkast plz it’s the best song and also anyone thoughts on like crazy topics right now?