I let my bestfriend fuck my gf and it was the worst decision ever [cuckold]
Sorry for my bad English. I (M19) have been in a relationship with my girlfriend (F18) for about a year now. We met because we are in the same class. I liked her for a while, but during our first year together in class she liked my best friend (M19). However, he was already taken at the time. Towards the end of the year, through chatting with her more often, she started liking me back, and eventually we got together. After that, things were great between us. Me, her, my best friend, and his girlfriend used to hang out a lot. The three of us were also classmates, so we saw each other all the time, and I was really happy about it. However, about 6 months ago, they broke up in a horrible way. He became really depressed about it since it was his longest relationship, even though he had been with many other girls before. He was, and still is, quite a handsome guy: 182 cm tall, blonde, overall good-looking, and very confident with girls. I’m not ugly or anything either — I’m 175 cm, brunette, pretty average-looking — but I’ve never really had problems with girls. Anyway, 3 months ago our class had a trip to Florence. Since we live in Sardinia, we had to travel by ship because it was the cheapest option. We boarded at around 20:00 , slept in cabins during the night, and were supposed to arrive around 9 AM. I got a 2-bed cabin with my best friend. Once we got on the ship, some of us went drinking at the bar since 18 is the legal drinking age in Italy. It was a lot of fun, while most of the girls from the class were hanging out in one of the cabins chatting. Around midnight, me and my best friend decided to split up from the others and go check on the girls to see my girlfriend. When we knocked on the cabin door, it was only her and another girl from class there. They told us the others were somewhere else, so we sat with them. I was a bit drunk and started making out with my girlfriend since she was wearing pajamas and a top. My best friend jokingly said, “Get a room.” At first I didn’t even understand what he meant, so I replied, “Yeah, let’s go to our room,” while standing up. Then I realized what he meant, but I felt like it was too late to react differently. Also, I didn’t really like the other girl from class, so I didn’t mind leaving with my girlfriend and my friend. We went back to our cabin. While we were sitting on the bed talking, my girlfriend started sitting on top of me and teasing me. I thought it was funny and kind of wholesome, talking with my best friend while playing around with my girlfriend. Then I started touching her breasts a bit, and he said I was really lucky, to which I replied, “You blew your opportunity.” After that there was a bit of silence, but then we started talking about the fact that my girlfriend used to like him before she got with me. Only then did I realize that the three of us had never really talked about it together before. As we kept talking, I noticed I was becoming less shy and more open. Hearing both of them talk openly about it made me bolder too. I started putting my hands inside her pants and squeezing her ass, which of course he noticed, but at the time it just felt funny. Then my girlfriend pulled her pants down, showing that she wasn’t wearing panties, which surprised me. She started kissing me, and I just went along with it because I was feeling relaxed and drunk. Meanwhile, my best friend kept joking around, saying things like, “Don’t spill anything towards me,” and “You’re really showing off that you’re not single while I am.” While all of this was happening, my girlfriend was laughing a lot at what he was saying, and honestly it felt kind of flirty. I’m a jealous person myself, but maybe because of the alcohol or the moment in general, I was also getting really turned on. At some point I blurted out, “Since you’re single now, I bet you’d have an easy shot with my girlfriend.” He laughed because he thought I was joking, but then I added, “Take a shot.” He looked at me strangely, and so did my girlfriend. She turned toward me looking confused. Then I told her to go sit next to him. He kept asking me, “Are you serious? Are you sure?” While looking at my girlfriend’s face, I noticed she looked confused and worried, but also kind of turned on. They sat together, and he started grabbing her waist jokingly, talking about how he would flirt with her. She kept laughing. Then he asked me, “Can I kiss her neck?” At that point I realized where things were going, and I said yes. I started touching myself through my boxers while he kissed her neck. I told him not to be shy, and he started caressing her breasts. I could see my girlfriend getting extremely turned on, and that made me even more turned on in return. Then they started kissing, and I started masturbating in front of them. After a while, my best friend looked at me and asked again if I was really okay with it. I told him he could have sex with her if he wanted to. My girlfriend looked at me, nodded, and he started undressing her. At that point I was already close to finishing, but I held myself back. She pulled down his pants, and he was much bigger than I expected. Similar thickness to mine, but much longer. I asked him how long it was, and he said the last time he measured it was 18.5 cm. I was honestly shocked, and I noticed my girlfriend staring at it in awe and giggling a little before she started giving him oral sex. After a while, he turned her around into doggy style, but before continuing he looked at me again for approval. I nodded slightly, and he started penetrating her while she covered her mouth as he got more arried away he got rougher and faster and i just remember exactly both the face and the moans of my girl atuff i never saw when we were doing it . At that moment I suddenly felt really jealous, especially because she seemed to be genuinely enjoying it a lot. But at the same time, that jealousy mixed with me being turned on and drunk, and it created a very strange feeling. Seeing how much pleasure my girlfriend was experiencing somehow excited me even more. I kept watching them and masturbating for a long time. I had held back for so long that I barely even felt close anymore. After a while, while she was moaning and they were changing positions, she suddenly said, “Ow, ow, ow,” and he immediately stopped. She said she felt sore, and when he pulled out, there was semen on him and her pussy looked very red. After that, I went over to her and had her pleasure me while my best friend watched. Eventually she stopped because she said she was tired. Then me and my girlfriend got into my bed while my best friend went into his own. We talked about everything for a bit afterward, with a lot of awkward silences. Half the conversation was him asking me over and over if I was really okay with what happened, while the other half was us talking and reminiscing about it. Eventually my girlfriend said she was tired and went back to her cabin. After that, I fell asleep. During the next few days we talked about it a little more, but as more time passed I started feeling increasingly jealous and sick inside. I didn’t have the courage to talk properly about it with either of them. I’ve also been overanalyzing the way they act around each other, and I honestly don’t know if I’m imagining things or if they actually flirt sometimes. I don’t know what to do because it was my idea in the first place. Me and my girlfriend have also been having less sex lately, and I think she has noticed. I’ll probably talk to her about everything and finally get this weight off my chest. Thanks for listening to my story. I really needed to put it somewhere, just to clear my mind a bit and hear someone else’s thoughts.