Why is it that one day I find myself being fully against the thought that one group of people could be superior to and dominate other groups of people. Because I have experienced the truth of us all being one. All being connected with each other and everything around us.
And the other day, I dream of being a slave, serving a family willingly, dedicating everything I am to them. Be there for the man's pleasure, the thing he can use in whichever way he wants, and be a relief for the wife (or wives) who does not have to carry the burden of her husband's frustrations or rougher and perhaps unconventional desires and only receives the love and kindness she deserves. To love that family in the unique way a slave can love their masters. Not romantic love but unconditional love. Accepting my place as beneath them and see that as the privilege it is. Them giving me a true purpose in life
I think you can tell from this very easily what mindset I am in today. But it switches so frequently and that is really confusing. Like why, why can't my being choose one of the two and stick with it. This always makes me feel like there are two different versions of myself and I am constantly switching between them. Does anyone else experience this type of thing as well or am I just weird?