u/AppleTree472

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my bf had 2 exes before me. and he said na never sya nag cum sakanila sa bj. so imagine ung reaction ko nun when sinabi nya un, i was like "challenge accepted!"

and i admit, IT WAS HARD. ung bf ko kasi, sya ung type na ang tagal labasan. kaya every time i give him a bj, hindi talaga sya nilalabasan, he'd stop me and be like "love, wag na. pagod kana, di lang siguro talaga ako nilalabasan sa bj" he'd always blame it on his dick na baka sya na daw ung may problem 🥲 kasi he can cum easily naman sa fucking, pero sa bj hinde.

so we both kinda accepted it na baka di lang tlga sya nilalabasan sa bj, and normal lang un for him.

UNTIL ONE DAY. i was so horny and turned on. i think it was because kakaligo nya lang nun, messy hair, naka glasses, tas naka fitted na tank top pa sya. ito rin ata ung pinaka naging dom ako (switch kasi kami both) and he just looked so cute and submissive kaya grabe ung horniness ko nun HAHAHA so ayun, i started sucking him, and grabe ung noises nya. fuck nakakaturn on talaga, i told him kasi na i absolutely love it kapag maingay sya.

so mas naganahan ako na i-suck sya with 200% of my power. ang tagal ng suck ko sakanya, and i was doing different movements sa tongue and suck ko. he kept getting louder and louder, "ganyan lang" he kept on chanting. i felt his dick get big and twitch inside of my mouth, and ung legs nya nag sh-shake narin. i thought na baka ito na un. he's gonna cum na.

"i'm gonna cum" he mumbled. i was worried kasi he was shaking a lot and it was messing up with my rhythm and speed, like baka mawala ung momentum and back to zero nanaman. pero to my surprise..... BOOGSH. HE CAME!!!! ang lakas ng moan nya. ANG SARAP HAHAHAHA laking gulat naming pareho un. i looked up to him immediately and nanlaki ung mata nya.

"what the fuck?!" sabi nya pa😭😭 HAAHHAAH bcos of that day, alam ko na ung mga dapat kong gawin during a bj para labasan talaga sya. ever since that day, ang dali nalang nya labasan sa bj ><

grabe ung ego boost ko dahil dito. it's such an unforgettable experience talaga for us both. im so proud of myself HAHAHAHA sometimes i think na—if ever kunyari naging ex ako (wag naman sana) he'll never forget about me talaga kasi i was the first one who made him feel that way 👀 the thought of it boosts my ego talaga (and turns me on?!)

i love my bf and tbh same lang rin me sakanya—first time ko rin labasan sa pussy eating dahil sakanya 🙈 so i guess we both have our wins!! sex with somebody you genuinely and deeply love surely does change the game a lot. 🩷

i lost my vcard to a guy i met on bumble. yes, planado ko talaga un because I wanted to experience it na talaga. i've been a hypersexual person since i was a child and consumed a lot of nsfw media kaya when i got into college, i was like "hala this is my time to freak out na!" so i had high expectations sa sex na sobrang sarap daw etc.

so i met this guy—matangkad and moreno, and told me he was experienced with 9 bodies (I'll be his 10th daw lol) so un, we had our dates muna before it led to fucking. ung first dates namin, we had make outs here and there, and then one day we planned on doing it na talaga sa house nya.

Skipping to the important part, I got to his house and umupo ako sa bed nya and we made out na kaagad, and eventually we both took our clothes off and he got on top and tried putting his dick on me agad (it was small btw) from the smut i've read, i knew this was wrong ??? no foreplay? no nothing?

and tangina, he tried putting it in AND IT HURT SO FUCKING BAD. LIKE A KNIFE WAS STABBING MY VAGINA LMAOAOAOAOA he kept pushing it in, and ofc as a virgin, i didnt know what to do? parang sya pa ung naiinis sakin kasi di mapasok?? he even said "why aren't you letting me in?" HELLO??

and after multiple attempts... nagalit sya. he scoffed, got up from the bed, went to his pc and naglaro ng league... i was left there speechless, naked, and alone sa higaan nya. it was so awkward. i wanted to go home so bad. i felt so ashamed. pero at the same time, i could only blame myself. pero kasi i thought he was nice, he knew i was a virgin, so hindi ba it's a given for him to be gentle and educate me ?

pero after a few mins, bumalik sya sa kama and nag sorry and gusto ulit i-try. so this time, ako daw mag pasok like ako ung top. and this time it worked and it hurt less...it still HURT pero it hurt less.

and then we had sex. and it wasn't even good. it ruined my perception on sex. tbh i felt a sense of pressure on doing it, not saying like i was "forced" to, but it's like i HAD to, kasi he was getting mad, and i felt responsible and guilty for that.

so we became fubus for a short time (less than a month ata) and every time me and that guy have sex, parang it's always just to please him. i always gave him a bj, but he never ate me out. i never even came with him. i began to think na sex isn't even that good at all and i didnt understand kung bakit sobrang hyped up?

and u might be thinking, bakit pa ako nag stay sakanya? well i had no choice 😭 ayoko rin naman mag hanap ng iba kaagad, so i felt "stuck" with him. im glad nga na he ended things kaagad. and im not the type to get easily attached to people kaya i didnt care rin na gusto nya i-end

oh and also. one day. he suddenly confessed na he had 40+ bodies pala 😃 how do u have 40+ bodies pero di ka magaling kumantot at kumain 😑 kaya siguro ang dami nyang bodies kasi walang bumabalik sakanya. hahahaha what a shitty guy

he's just an asshole and i cant believe i lost my vcard to someone so boring and di naman marunong mag fuck !!! he seemed "dominant" at first pa naman kasi nga he's tall, and may dating sya, pero ganon lang? jusko

fortunately i have a wonderful bf now (also alam nya abt this past) and he fucks me so GOOD. ako ung priority nya and he never cums unless i cum first muna AND HE EATS IT FOR SOO LONG!!

un lang naman. share ko lang.

++ OH AND ALSO. for some reason... this guy texts me once in a blue moon—asking me how i've been. last text nya sakin is 2 weeks ago?? but it's been a year since we've last seen each other. so fucking weird talaga. idk why hes still dming me.