Seven days Spiti- day 4
Day 4: Tabo to Kaza
Swati's perspective:
Next day we were travelling from tabo to Kaza.anither long and beautiful journey with a mesmerizing view. But I was not looking at the view. My mind was with the man sitting next to me, who was not my husband.
The sex and loud declaration of desire infront of nitin had changed me. Something in me had broken loose. I was impatient. Shivam was anxious as well. He was constantly looking at me and bringing his hand towards me but stopped midway.
I had not talked to him since yesterday. With all the group activities I did, there was no time. I held his hand in my hand and smiled. With that he got relaxed. And I got more excited. I could feel the fire down.
I looked at Nitin. He was talking with pallavi. And his left hand was invisible. I knew of his kinks of public sex. I could see the expressions on pallavi's face.
I decided to take things forward as well. Me and shivam got talking. We were flirting heavily and getting to know more about each other.
As we reached the monastery, the group for divided. Some went to eat first, other went different places to click photo.
I saw Nitin disappearing into the back mountain with pallavi. Me and shivam started walking towards monastery. We were walking hand in hand like a couple.
After sometime, in the corner of the stair, where noone could see us for a moment, Shivam grabbed my ass and kissed me. It shocked and excited me. I wanted to grab his face and kiss him hard.
Then he asked "are you still ok with me kissing? Are we ok?"
"If we were not ok, would I hold your hand and walk as if you are my boyfriend?" I mocked.
"Did you ditch your husband and made me your boyfriend?"
"nitin is always there and always will be my husband. But for now, at this moment you are like my boyfriend."
"So do I get what boyfriend get?" He asked.
I was blushing and excited. But I controlled myself and said "yes, tonight. At your room."
" And nitin?" He asked.
"He has found his girlfriend as well."
After the day long trip, we started returning to the homestay. Everyone was exhausted. Some wanted to drink and party by bonfire. Others wanted to sleep.
I got a phone call from mom to share pictures of the day. But I spent the whole day with a man who was not my husband. So no pics for today.
As we reached the room, I told nitin everything that happened.
"Are you ok?" I asked. I was really asking for his permission.
"I am nervous but also excited. We have decided to do to together, so let's go ahead"
"And where did you disappear to today with pallavi?"
He just smiled big.
"I could see your disappearing act in bus as well." I said with fake anger.
"By the time we reached the monastery, she was already horny and wet. Wanting to cum. So we walked behind the mountains. Pretty far away. And behind boulder, we started making out again. I fingered her to climax. And then she blew me. But before we could finish, we heard some noise and stopped."
"You bastard. You have much ahead indeed. How her mouth?"
I pressed his dick over his pants as I asked. I was feeling horny but also possesive.
"It was different. She was surely hungry"
I pull his dick out his pants and started blowing him.
"Better than me?" I asked.
He did not answer and kept moaning.
I stopped without finishing him and started getting ready for dinner.
After a quick dinner, I planned to go to Shivam's room
"How do we do this?" I asked.
"Wait a little. Untill everyone is drunk or asleep. His room him is not near our room. So people shouldn't suspect "
I agreed. We sat by the bonfire. Chitchating with the group.
After sometime, shivam went to his room. Me and nitin also excused ourselves but I did not go to my room.
I kissed nitin and walked towards Shivam's room.
His room was similar to ours—small, basic, clean—but it smelled of cedar and something crisp, like the cold Spiti air clinging to his jacket. As soon as the door closed behind us, the reality of what we were about to do hit me. The silence of the high-altitude night felt heavy, expectant.
"Swati," Shivam said gently, his voice barely a whisper in the dim light. "We don't have to—"
I kissed him to shut him up. I didn't want gentle; I wanted the recklessness we’d talked about in the dark back in our room. I poured all my nervousness and desire into it, my tongue searching his mouth with a hunger that surprised me. He responded immediately, a low growl vibrating in his chest, pulling me so close I could feel the frantic thrum of his heart through his layers.
We stumbled toward the bed, shedding clothes with a desperate clumsiness. My shirt, his thermal. My bra, his belt. Every inch of skin revealed felt like a confession. By the time we hit the mattress, we were down to underwear, and I could see the full extent of his arousal straining against his boxers.
"You're stunning," he said, his eyes raking over me.
"I’ve been thinking about this since the first bonfire."
"Stop thinking," I commanded, pushing him back onto the pillows. I wanted to be the one in control, just like I’d told Nitin I would. "You're not bad yourself."
He was beautiful in that way twenty-five-year-olds are—lean and defined without effort, his muscles shifting like water under skin that felt impossibly smooth. I traced my fingers over his chest, his abs, watching the way his body jumped under my touch. It was a different landscape than Nitin’s—thinner, tighter, more reactive.
"I want to taste you," he said, his voice raw. "Can I? Please?"
No one had gone down on me in... god, months. Nitin and I had gotten into comfortable patterns, familiar positions that worked but lacked this sharp, terrifying edge of the unknown. "Yes," I breathed, my heart hammering. "Do whatever you’ve been imagining."
He pulled off my panties with a slow, deliberate focus. When he settled between my legs, the cold air hit me for a second before the heat of his breath replaced it. When his tongue first touched my clit, I nearly came off the bed.
"Oh god," I moaned, my hands fisting in his curly hair. "Shivam, right there... don't you dare stop."
"You like that?" he murmured against my skin, his breath hot and damp. "You're so sensitive. Does he do it like this?"
"No," I gasped, my head tossing. "He’s slower... you’re... you’re so much more frantic. I like it. Be greedy, Shivam."
He added fingers, curling them inside me while his tongue worked with a focused intensity that felt like a localized storm. The combination was devastating. I wasn't just coming; I was shattering. I came hard, harder than I had in years, my thighs trembling around his head as I called out a name that wasn't my husband's for the first time in my life.
When he emerged, his face was glistening with me.
"You taste amazing," he said, the directness of it making me flush with a mix of shame and pride. "I could stay down there all night."
"Condom," I managed, my voice shaking. "Do you have—"
"Yeah, hang on."
I watched him retrieve one, my eyes fixed on the way he moved. He was different from Nitin—longer, slimmer, with an upward curve that caught the light. Nitin's thickness and downward curve filled me in a way that felt grounding, solid, like home. Shivam's shape promised a different kind of invasion.
"How do you want me?" I asked, sitting up and letting my hair fall over my shoulders.
"However you're comfortable, Swati. This is your night."
"I want to be on top," I said, my voice gaining strength. "I want to feel every bit of the difference."
I straddled him, the friction of my skin against his thighs sending a fresh jolt through me. This was it—the final line. I guided him to my opening, and as I sank down slowly, the difference was immediate. The length of him reached deeper into my core, and that upward curve pressed against my front wall with a precision that made my breath catch in a sharp, high sob.
"Okay?" he asked, his hands gripping my hips, his knuckles white.
"Give me a second," I whispered, closing my eyes. I sat there fully seated, letting the sensation of him—a stranger, a guest in my life—settle into my bones. When I started moving, it was tentative, finding the rhythm of this new geometry. Every time I leaned forward, he hit my G-spot with a blunt force that Nitin’s curve usually missed.
"Fuck, Swati," Shivam groaned, arching his back.
"You're so tight... you feel incredible."
"Talk to me," I challenged, moving faster now, my hands flat against his chest. "Tell me what you’re feeling. Tell me I’m yours right now."
"You're mine," he rasped, his hands moving up to my breasts, squeezing them as I rode him. "I’m losing my mind inside you. I want to leave marks. I want you to remember this when you’re back in your real life."
"Touch yourself," he added, his voice strained. "I want to watch you while I’m deep inside you."
I reached down between us, finding myself, my fingers mimicking the rhythm of my hips. The combination was overwhelming—the internal pressure of his upward curve and the external friction of my own hand. I was vocal, loud, letting out sounds I usually muffled into a pillow.
"I'm close," I warned, my vision blurring. "Shivam, I’m going to—"
"Me too. Come for me, Swati. Let me feel exactly what you told him you wanted."
I did. I collapsed forward, my chest heaving against his, as the orgasm ripped through me—sharper and more focused than anything I’d felt in a long time. Shivam followed seconds later, his hips jerking up as he came, my name a jagged curse on his lips.
After, I collapsed beside him, the only sound the whistling wind outside and our synchronized, heavy breathing. The room felt smaller now, the air thicker.
"How are you feeling?" Shivam asked after a long silence, his hand reaching out to tentatively touch my shoulder.
"Overwhelmed," I admitted, looking up at the dark ceiling. "Good overwhelmed. But... everything is different now."
"Regret?"
"No," I said, and I realized I meant it. "You?"
"God, no. That was—you're—" he shook his head, unable to find the words. "I know this is just a trip thing. I know you're going home. But that was amazing, Swati. Truly."
I kissed him—softer now, a gentle acknowledgment of the bridge we’d just crossed together. "Thank you," I said. "For being exactly what I needed tonight."
I dressed in the dark, the fabric of my clothes feeling strange against my sensitized skin. When I walked back to my room, my mind was full of Shivam, but my heart was racing to get back to Nitin—to tell him everything, just like we’d promised.