u/AristotlesBoyPussy

I'm on finasteride to avoid hair loss. My doctor said it can slow bottom growth, and she hasn't found any resources that topical testosterone can help bottom growth. Some people may have seen results incidentally, or because of systemic testosterone (which could occur from putting topical testosterone on the area of the body or because of subq t shots). She said my voice has changed a lot over the last few months though, which means I am still approaching "male puberty" status.

I'm struggling to decide if I want t growth or hair. :( I need hair because I need to pass femme at work (its easier to be a woman in my career field). But my soul demands a penis. Need to soul search about it for a while, personally.

I gotta get the vent out of the way.

I bought a pump that had a 1.5cm diameter hole and about 2 inches in length, so basically the perfect size for me rn. It had a twist top. I used it friggin ONCE. ONE time, for like an hour. And I heard a popping noise and lost suction. Long stripes all down the sides longways where it cracked under the pressure.

My dick had never felt so hard and so big and so reaffirming though. I want to recapture that feeling in my body without paying $45 for a single use item (the store gave me as much of a refund as they could without corporate breathing down their necks and also a reasonably sized coupon to cover the rest).

/vent over

I would really appreciate some brand suggestions. My Tdick is about 1cm diameter and the largest Ive gotten it to be is 2cm (but it normally rests flat). "Male" suction devices are way too big, so I can't actually get suction because it'd be half-on and half-off of my outer labia. "Female" suction devices are way too small and too short, so the second it sucks, it hurts because my shape is too large for the device in each dimension, and my inner hood area is too narrow to fit them very well in that area. I have a very thick hood that's not very forgiving its PLUMP. The only one I saw in the local shop that looked close was a $200 one, which is a little too much for me. The nice lady at the local shop didn't seem to understand when I tried to describe what I needed, she thought I was looking for "ungendered language" on toys (I don't give a hoot about that, I just need something that fits my physical anatomy). She said if I can bring her some brand names she can buy them first, then I can see them in person before deciding to buy.