u/Ashamed-Contact-1366

I'll be alone for a few hours and will spend some time playing games. I'd like to have some chores to do during that time.

It's cold here. And I'll be sitting down.

I don't have any toys. I'm willing to use things from home.

I like: body writing only on my breasts and above my vagina. I'm also open to drawing. I like humiliation and degradation, control over clothing, control in the bathroom, and refusing to be touched.

Limits: no using my backside (at least for now), photos and videos, things involving other people, hurting myself. Nothing beyond what I like.

I want to spend this month having a more uncomfortable life. I still live with my mother, but I have a few hours alone while she is at work, which I usually use to play some games. So it has to be my dirty secret.

Lately I've been thinking about turning my pussy and panties into a trash can, I don't want anything that could harm my health, to explain with an example: I have candy wrappers saved and I can use them. Basically clean things but they should be in the trash which will be my pussy and panties. This can get a little “dirty” which means keeping it for a maximum of 24 hours.

Let's get to the best part for you:

- Choose what to put in the bin (my panties and pussy)

- I like a little pain, I have rubber elastics, fabric elastics and hair clips.

- Tell me how I should wear my panties (this may change while I'm alone)

- When should I go to the bathroom and how should I be dressed. (while I'm alone)

- How should I dress (while I'm alone)

Things I already do while I'm alone:

- Whenever I have bananas at home I put them inside my pussy (sometimes the banana with or without the peel) and then I leave it until lunch time, then I take it out after 8 hours that it's been inside and it's my only meal while I'm alone.

- I only sleep 5 hours a day, sometimes 4 hours, since my mother works 6 days a week. - Whenever I need to go out, I use public transport and stand the entire time.

- I don't wear a bra while I'm at home, and when I go out I wear a tight top with a big neckline that most of the time marks my clothes

- When I don't have bananas I eat other foods, but always cold and at lunch time (After 8 hours)

My goals and what I can't do:

I want to have a more uncomfortable life, so you can change whatever you think is necessary, just don't make me sleep less, I also can't cook so it's not possible to have a tasteless meal. Like I said, I want my pussy to look like a trash can.

I'm also willing to get a little dirty:

- Like not being able to clean my pussy very well when I go to the bathroom, I only eat a small piece of paper at a time

- Having no or little waxing also includes some drawing if you want. (hair makes me a little uncomfortable) Use the idea of the design to be shameful, for example, passing the blade one or more times randomly to make me want to hide.

What I like: Humiliation, a little control as you can see, a little pain, discomfort, feeling inferior, I believe more things that I can't remember at the moment.

Dislikes: nothing too extreme, illegal, related stuff.

English is not my first language so ignore something that doesn't seem to make sense. I prefer you to use comments instead of DMs