u/Asleep-Sentence9066

I think of the guy who raped me first and he would feeeeeed me Benadryl and oxy and make me throw up
Laugh at me choke me out
Gave me busted lip and black eye I literally love to get domestic abuse now bc of him
He would rape me in my sleep every single nite he had me over and I only stayed with him for a month
The first night I was just naive I woke up w him in me and he got a belt after I said no & he put it around my neck and I don’t remember anything after just waking up to him on top of me and I was asking what happened and he just said idk
Now I love Somno I want to be treated like a toy