First time
Alright so this might be a bit short compared to what other people in this subreddit lived but I don't have much experience anyways.
So, basically. I am 23 years old and until recently I was a virgin. Just four weeks ago, I invited a friend of mine. Trans girl, really pretty, always enjoyed my time with her, but that was the first time being truly alone with her. Started out chill but I kinda started being horny for some reason. I guess she saw it because she became a bit more intimate. Started with just hugs, then a kiss on my forehead,and then a "good girl". I have never been good at ignoring compliments even though I get called cute all the time, and let's just say that after that I felt like my ability to think straight left me.
A few minutes go by and we're already both naked on my bed. After a while she notices how much I was staring. When she said that we could do more than stare at each other I started becoming really shy. Always been good at teasing her in messages but that's the first time I had something more than that. But we end up agreeing on having sex. She checked if she had condoms and was devastated when she realized she didn't thinking I wouldn't want to do it raw. I couldn't leave her like that so I told her to just pull out, especially since I think I was ovulating or about to ovulate at the time, and she already had made jokes about the result for tests about her sperm which was surprisingly fertile. She immediately got hard, and seeing those 7 or 8 inches definitely got me even hornier. So I get on all fours and she starts fucking me for a few minutes (how deep she was hitting did some things to me T~T) and after a while she just grabs me by the hips and hits as deep as possible before just staying there. It took me a few seconds to realize what was happening, but I didn't fight it and instead just stayed there taking it. She profusely apologized afterwards and I told her not to worry about it. What I didn't tell her is that I wasn't going to take the day-after pill. I kinda find it unnatural and promised myself to always take the full consequences of my actions. Now I'm not having my periods which is making me kinda nervous but I've always had a very, VERY unstable menstrual cycle and I really don't know what is gonna happen.