I cannot get over her old videos [true story]
I [M28] still jerk off to her old videos [cuckold perspective maybe]
Two years ago I helped my girlfriend to boot up her old dead iPhone because she wanted to use it as a “retro” camera. Did the reboot on my day off to find some old sex tapes of hers in the phone from 2017.
I was shocked when I saw the videos and pics even though they weren’t really “extreme” by porn standards, the usual POV blowjob and missionary stuff.
Throughout our relationship she would be dirty talking about how “big” my dick is when we have sex (I have a very average 6 incher) , but to see her easily take her ex that is noticeably bigger while being just that slightly more enthusiastic than she is with me was a very conflicting thing to experience during that time.
That was what kickstarted this whole cuckolding thing for me. I airdropped the stuff to my own phone before acting dumb and returning the unlocked phone to her. Throughout the years I’ve managed to keep this a secret and I still use the videos and pics as jerk off material every now and then, but increasingly more. I have not mustered up the courage to tell her of this kink, and I do not know whether I ever will.