u/AwakenedSoul711

Been clean 5 months now from alot of drugs mainly oxy, cocaine, mdma, ket and speed

Depression and anxiety has gotten out of control im struggling to even take care of myself I'm empty and numb 24/7 just complete fucking apathy and I can no longer sit with this

I ruined my relationship I just need something to block it all out

Would one time on oxy and coke ruin everything I don't feel like I will get addicted again I just have to numb this out right now

The alchaol is no longer helping

Any advice appreciated just needed to vent