No longer crave substances and can use them responsibly (even H)
I am 36 years old, used drugs since I was 14. I would consider myself a seasoned veteran.
I have done all the classics, and more novel psychoactive than I can probably remember, drugs always been a passion and interest.
I have been dependant on benzos and opiates before.
However it seems now, I can take Heroin, I can take benzos but I don’t crave them after. I can literally take something and not be bothered about taking it again for months or years.
This is a lot different than when I was younger.
I’m wondering if any other older expierenced users have felt like this? And I wonder why, is it novelty gone?
Granted, if I took opiates or benzos again every day or regularly, I am no fool and will know it could end up bad.
EDIT: just want to say, everyone says don’t take H, I won’t say that, but I will say be aware of the potential risks and ask yourself why you are wanting to take it.
It is a slippery slope for some people and it’s easy to get into a habit that could ruin your life and the effect it has on your loved ones