u/Awkward_Sis_287

Yesterday I was having such a great day. I was off and I had done all my adulting. I even had a chance to visit Victoria's Secret to buy some thongs in person. I got a bunch of cute panties and I decided to go out wearing one. So I went to a local bar and who did I see? My ex gf with her new boyfriend!

He was tall, handsome, fit, blonde and he was there with friends. He was a real shot caller, the dominant of the pack. And there she was lovely eyes, body language drawn towards him, and she had red roses with her... I was crushed.

She said hi to me (probably out of pity) but I could tell she wanted nothing to do with me. And why would she? He's more handsome, taller, fitter and clearly an alpha. Well I ended up getting drunk and going home.

I passed out immediately and when I woke up I went straight to sissy mode. I posted some pics on FetLife, put on my nub chastity cage and my sissy cheerleader dress. I ended being productive and I'm happy for that but I miss her. I'd do anything to get back with her even if it meant that I'd be the cuck and he would be the bull. I'd service him all she or he wanted. I'd be a clean up for her too or a fluffer if it meant I could be back with her and hear her laugh. That's obviously never going to happen.

At least Victoria's Secret has a good sale so I can stock up on cute bras and panties for when I service real men since I'm never get another gf.

I just need to be content with being a beta sissy and forget ever getting pussy.

I'd like to hear some stories l, I'll start off and share mine.

I used to have an fwb and we were both very kinky. We were both switches and would switch domming for the other. Well one night she asked if I would be willing to have sex with her male friend and for her to watch. Her fantasy was basically to go gay for her. I had never done it before and it wasn't on my radar but something clicked for me.

Well we talked about and got Grindr accounts to find a guy to have sex with both of us. She had her account and I had mine. I was probably active more than her. Well if you know Grindr... Lots of messages but lots of flakes. This one night I had forgot to delete and was just chilling on my patio and drinking. I got pretty buzzed and I started getting messages. This one guy was pretty cute and asked to join us. Automatic yes for me. He asked when we could set it up and I said I'd have to talk with her to plan something ( it was pretty late and we lived separately). Then he asked if he and I could play solo. I had to say yes!

I forgot to mention but we had been getting into pegging and that got me to start wearing panties and dabble in crossdressing. At any rate I invited him over and said I would blow outside my apartment in his car. He arrived shortly after and my nerves were wrecked! I went down in a tube top, thong and girl shorts. He flashed his cock to me and it was beautiful. He was a about 6'1" lean cute and had a long cock. Much longer than mine. I started off just by rubbing it and lightly kissing it from the passenger seat but the center console was in the way. I was getting so turned but the vehicle wasn't working for me. I invited him up and he said that would be better.

We got upstairs and I put down a towel for him to sit on the couch. I started undressing for him and got down to my thong. Now about me I'm 6' thin with gyno( I have a natural b cup). I'm on fours in front of him just bobbing up and down on his cock. It was amazing to taste him. My breasts were swaying and jiggling as my head bounced up and down on his cock. That was breaking point for me and I felt so feminine. We had only agreed to oral but by then I was dying to get fucked. I begged him to fuck me and I spun around and he mounted me. He pulled my thong to the side as he slid in. As I was pushing back on his forceful thrusts my breasts were swaying from the pounding. I have extremely sensitive nipples from the gyno and I think that's why I felt so good. I could've cum just from that! After about 15 minutes of this he said he was about to cum. I begged him to cum on my face and he told me to lie down. As I was on my back he knelt next to me and came all over my forehead, eyes, nose and mouth! I asked him if I could suck him as I played with myself. I was limp from the fucking but it took me maybe 20 seconds to cum and I came all over stomach and chest. I was in ecstasy! He got dressed and I walked him to the door covered in cum. I took a bunch of pictures before showering.

I never did tell her about my solo adventure but it was a stepping stone of many more of these experiences for me.

Do any of you girls have any stories you'd like to share?

No fap makes me feel more like a sissy

I try not to watch porn because I feel like I become lazy, don't eat well and other side effects so here recently I've done no fap twice this year.

But each time I go down a sissy rabbit hole. I start wearing more lingerie, wanting to shave my legs and chest, wear riskque panties(I already wear thong but I gravitate more towards g strings and lacy, wear my chastity. On the flip side I workout better and more consistent and diet better.

Does this happen to anyone else?