u/Awkwardkelp_

Honestly I kind of hate it. I know it won’t ever be what I need it to be without surgery [phallo] but it’s still so frustrating.

I figured I might as well ask here since I’ve been trying to crank it in a way that doesn’t inhibit my erection angle, but it’s hard to completely get off. I thought maybe a stroker might help, but am not sure if I’m big enough for one yet since I’m only 3 months in. I’m around an inch? I was thinking I could use tape to keep the bottom part of my penis together. Or is it even wise to use a stroker at all since that could be stretching it too soon since I’m not a year in yet? Any advice is greatly appreciated.

Peenar. I think it’s around an inch when pumped! Maybe a little longer. I love seeing it look more proper when I hold it together. I’m trying to work on pulling my frenulum triangles so I won’t be stuck at such a low angle. I hope it works!

I’m still confused on my size, and it’s sadly extremely hard to take a picture with the measuring tape since I need a hand free for the camera. But if I measure to the pubic bone it’s a little over an inch?? Which is nice, but I’m not sure that’s my real size lol.
It’s nice being able to crank it like a normal penis, though, even if I have to hold the frenulum triangles together at the bottom. I’m kind of sad I haven’t grown more.. but I’ll never reach my goal until phalloplasty, so even if I was huge by t standards I wouldn’t be happy. I am glad it looks a little bit more like a micropenis though.

In the first picture you can see I held it together by the foreskin - I measured it like this and it was almost an inch. This is post-pumping, of course, but still nice. Also it actually is visible now in the pump as you can see in image 4. For context I use a pump for cis penises to save money I’d spend on cylinders and to feel less dysphoric. I don’t recommend having a cover on the end that has too big of a hole though unless your urethral opening is set pretty low like mine, which is why I don’t have any issues with it.

Not sure if I went a little overboard but I tried to include my foreskin as well.

Please ignore the horrible photo quality. I feel kind of hopeless but at least there’s some level of progress.