u/BabyWookieMonster

Baby Steps - Another Update

I don't know if everyone wants further updates, but my Mommy is on a second date tonight with her potential Daddy. Not sure how far it will go but Mommy reassures me she won't be going much further than last time, which was a kiss and hand-holding. It makes it easier to be reassured but they went to Dave and Busters, which was Mommy and I's first date years ago. Plus I love Dave and Busters. So, I'm a little jealous. /pout.

We talked a lot this week about my fears and our dreams. Mommy promised to keep me involved, and if her potential Daddy says no to my involvement, she'll break it off with him. I didn't even suggest it, but it made me happy, to be wanted like that -- to know I'm still important to her. Her ideal situation made me blush a little, in a good way. I'll save her ideal for later, but I'm not as optimistic as she is about that potential. Still, it was fun to think about, in a good way.

Either way, she is still giddy, wants to get to know her potential Daddy better and definitely won't be dropping her panties for him just yet (her words). I just have to trust Mommy.

Oh yeah, she's purposely going to be late tonight. She wants to see if she'll get a smacked bottom. I guess I'll find out if he passed that test.

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u/BabyWookieMonster — 18 hours ago

It's a baby step (Update)

Mommy went on her date as I described last time. She kissed him. My beautiful wife, the love of my life was kissed by another man. His cologne was gently on her cardigan. She's spent a lot of time making sure I'm ok and they haven't even played together. I encouraged her to pursue this and now that it's becoming real my stomach is doing flip flops. I'm suddenly terrified that I'm going to lose her, even though she assures me it won't happen. I don't think I can back out now without causing resentment and she seems giddily into him. The anxiety is real but at this point we're strapped in, unable to exit the rollercoaster, as we're already on the lift hill. From app download to first kiss in under two weeks. It feels so fast but she's beautiful and super cute, so why am I surprised?

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u/BabyWookieMonster — 4 days ago