I've always been a loser, but ever since I got my own place it's gotten so much worse. I started getting into nastier and more and more humiliating kinks. I found myself looking into loser porn, and discovered cringe. I started avoiding normal porn and instead jerking off to cartoons and emojiis and things no normal person would even consider.
I started gravitating towards fat porn, because I didn't deserve attractive content. Then I got into musk, tugging my wee wee nightly at the thought of rubbing my face into a dripping wet, hairy armpit while I hump their hip. Now the thought of a pair of huge, flabby, wobblecheeks almost makes me spurt in my panties. 😖
Then I kept needing it to go further...I started looking for dirty buttholes and shitstained panties. I would lock my dinky winky up and go to gloryholes just to suck sweaty, droopy ballsacks with wiry hair, or cheese covered cocks while I leaked and throbbed in frustration. One fat guy even turned around afterwards and let me tonguefuck is nasty asshole afterwards...he farted right in my face and made me thank him 😵💫🥵
I'd never felt like such a useless piece of shit, and I desperately needed more. I found a grossly overweight goonnette who wasn't even into dicks, just so I could pay to suck her filthy toes clean. When I begged on my knees for the chance to suck her rancid asshole clean, she made me piss my pants first while I moaned like a bitch in heat and made an Ahaego face...she filmed it.
She started saying she'd blackmail me if i ever broke up with her asshole, and that I better be a loving bitchboy for her.
I'd love to find someone willing to roleplay as a disgusting dom who likes humiliating a squirmy loser. Only let me speak in cringetard gooner babble, force me to give your shitlogs a blowjob while you take a dump over my face. Make me jerk off in your dirty, crusty socks and then keep wearing them. I'd love to hear any gross fantasies you'd force me to fulfill. ❤️