u/Bassdean

i feel like i missed out on the best opportunity of my life, like i was RIGHT there

it's a big fantasy of mine to have sons who climb into daddy's bed to drink milk from my tits and then wind up getting so hard that they have to start fucking me too

I really prefer it to the idea of a dad topping his son, honestly. I always wanted to stick my cock in my dad and honestly harbored some resentment for the fact that I couldnt. And I fantasize about being a dad so that my son can one day come and use me like I think all dads should let their sons do

would be perfect for ppl like us that wanna fuck our family, either for making it easier to feel realistic when we hook up with those people or maybe even helping us find estranged relatives to fuck

and i wish so so bad that if i do find such a guy, it turns out he's my half-brother or something. and that's actually pretty possible bc my dad hasn't been with my mom since i was born so...

Like if its not your biological sibling or parent or child whats the point

...and knowing here it is, its really happening, my cock is inside my own real brother/dad/son or my actual biological father's/brother's/son's cock is inside me, oh god it's pumping in and out of me..... is a feeling I wish I could have had so so fucking bad. The only possible one left for me to experience is my son if I get to have one someday

and did you always want him to stick his cock in you? or was there ever the opposite? i used to ask to sleep in my dad's bed genuinely hoping all night something would happen and i think he must have felt me getting hard while i to snuggle him or something because he eventually stopped letting me. and i felt genuinely hurt and cheated for a long time because i've been horny my whole life and he was the one man in my life until my brothers were old enough and i wanted him so bad

i gotta be honest: despite the fact that incest arouses me very much, stories that seem constructed purely to titillate just don't do much for me. it makes it sound like it didn't happen and i'm taken out of it. i think personally the reason that i have the fixation on gay incest that i do is because i experienced it to a degree that i feel was formative, so formative in fact that i genuinely feel certain that an identical twin brother would be my ideal life partner, both sexually and romantically, if i had one. all this as context to say that i'm most turned on by far sharing actual experiences, which aren't always the most porn-like, lol. the realness of it is what i want to hear even and especially if there's guilt attached. personally the first times i experienced tongue-kissing, frotting, handjobs, oral sex, nipple stimulation, and (kind of) bottoming in anal sex were all with my brothers.

I wish so badly that I had an identical twin to be in a relationship with (i KNOW we'd have been fucking our whole lives if he existed) that I've thought for a while that my ideal partner is someone who looks as much like me as possible. And that's gotten me thinking that such a guy would have some likelihood of being a half-brother or something since I'm estranged from my dad. And honestly if I met my doppelganger and we got together and then later did a DNA test and found out we're brothers... I'd honestly be like twice as excited about that relationship and even more attracted to him and excited to fuck him

I just know we would have. I've always been attracted to myself in the mirror and I was so horny from such a young age... it would've been inevitable. And I think id be in love with him too. I want so bad to watch my own face suck my cock, to feel a cock exactly like mine push into me, to look at my own desperate face while I fuck him back.... I wanna make out with my twin brother all sloppy for hours and just do everything with him. I think ill probably wind up with a guy who looks a lot like me one day bc I just need the closest thing I can get

I'm a 29 y/o gay man. For some context: I feel like I had a typical amount of experimental play/feelings wrt my existing siblings growing up - as in, more than the average person would be willing to admit to in casual conversation because they're ashamed, but which seems to actually be pretty normal when I look into it. Like, practically every gay man I've ever met or read about who grew up with brothers or male cousins has said that his first sexual contact was with a family member. It's rare that it goes further than manual or oral intercourse, it seems, but it's actually INCREDIBLY common in memoirs from older gay men, like those who grew up in the first half of the 20th century, that there's talk of "cornholing" with other boys including brothers. (That's what they used to call anal sex.) It's so common it seems like it wasn't even a matter of being gay so much as being a guy and needing to get your rocks off and every guy your age just figuring, why not do it together lol.

So anyway, seeing it pop up so much in the gay literature and memoirs I read has really normalized it for me and I think eradicated almost any shame I might have had about early crushes on my siblings, dreams and also conscious fantasies I've had, and also actual contact I had with them. Furthermore it's allowed me to really vividly wonder what an actual relationship with a brother would be like (just in concept, really, because at this point none of my siblings do anything for me. One of my "brothers" actually transitioned and is now my sister and a lesbian lol) and indulge in a combination of that curiosity + my attraction to my own face and body. Like, on a physical and sexual compatibility level, someone who matched me exactly just sounds perfect. But also socially/emotionally speaking, I think if there was someone that I'd known literally my entire life, like from day 1, who inevitably understood everything about me.... Basically I feel a tiny bit weird about it and haven't ever told anyone in real life but I've privately decided that I kinda missed out on having a soulmate by not being born a twin. Like I just fully believe that if this hypothetical twin brother existed, we'd be inseparable and incredibly passionate. Sometimes I fantasize about him so hard because I need him to be real and sometimes it even feels like I'm in love despite him not existing.

When I see actual twin couples I'm extremely jealous but also really happy for them. If anyone in here is in a relationship with their identical twin I just want you to know you are SO lucky lol.