





I have always felt shame I did that but I felt could not say no. We were paid.
I do not know that trauma is the right word but I know that it wakes me up nightly. We were pushed to take clothes off to bra and panties.By end of night, I was very drunk (but now look back I think maybe also drugged) I passed out. I do not know all happened. I only have memory wake up in hotel suite with one other girl in bed with me. Our Clothes were in chair but never found underwear.
We were pushed to take clothes off to bra and panties.By end of night, I was very drunk (but now look back I think maybe also drugged) I passed out. I do not know all happened. I only have memory wake up in hotel suite with one other girl in bed with me. Our Clothes were in chair but never found underwear.