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We’re both 20 and have been together since January. She LOVED edging me pretty much since the beginning, but used to reward me with the heaviest and most powerful (full) orgasms ever. But in March, she gave me a surprise ruined orgasm after edging me for a while. I never had one and it was the most frustrating feeling ever, especially after days of edging and denial. She loved it sooo much, that for her birthday a few days later, she wished for ruining all my orgasms until my birthday in June. I should’ve said no… She now teases, edges and denies me for days, maybe even a full week, only to brutally ruin my huge loads and even force me to eat it…
I love her so much and love her enjoying it, but holy shit… this is torture… I told her after a few ruins that my shaft often hurts from those ruins, hoping it would make her occasionally make me cum fully, but no, it made her love it even more! I didn’t even feel her pussy for the last three months😭 And I’m afraid that I’d cum instantly on entry when she stuffs my cock into her tight pussy next time, making me feel it only for a second or so. (whenever that happens…) And now she’s even thinking about continuing it for this year, or even forever with giving me maybe one or two full orgasms a year. This is my life now…

Btw you can read what she does to me exactly on my diaries that you can find on my account. I will post more of those diaries the next weeks

Part 6: April 15th, 2026

Recap: My girlfriend and I (both 20) have been together for over three months now and my girlfriend started to fall in love with ruining my orgasms, controlling my orgasms and seeing my frustration. For her birthday, she wished for ruining every single orgasm of mine until my birthday in June. I have never experienced a single ruined orgasm before part one (not that I’m aware of), so it is a completely new experience for me.

I‘d been not cumming for an entire week and she teased, edged and denied me throughout the entire week. So, my balls were full and I was horny as fuck. I couldn’t stop thinking about her. I wanted to cum so bad, but was afraid of the next ruined orgasm. I‘d never felt so desperate for a full orgasm.

I waited for her in my bed and when she entered, I gasped. She was completely naked. I got visibly excited and as she slowly approached me she said: „Shhh, baby.“ I leaned forward to touch her tits but she slapped away my hand before I could reach any part of her skin. She pushed me back, making me lie down. She crawled into the bed and sat her beautiful ass on my chest. I could smell her pussy… I looked up and saw her grabbing her perfect tits, squeezing them together and wiggling them, imitating a titjob. „I know what you’re thinking, babe…“ and yeah, she damn well knew what I was thinking about. She climbed off and ordered me to take off my clothes, so I did. As I was done, she grabbed her phone and took a picture of me with my hard cock. She laughed and said „I will need something when I‘m alone…“ She doesn’t let me have any naked pics of her… My frustration from that week of denial just kept building.

I lied down in the bed, when she gently started kissing me. She put her tits on my chest, so that our nipples touched, then she French kissed me soo deep. She stopped quickly, and crawled back to be between my legs. She sat down on her ass, her legs open to me. With a cheeky smile, she stretched her leg towards my face, making be think I can have this perfect foot in my mouth. „Gladly“ I thought as I opened my mouth, but just before arrival she landed her foot on my chest. „Maybe later“ she said. She started trailing her foot down my chest, rubbing my nipples with her toe. Meanwhile, she played along with her tits. That feeling of her toe rubbing my nipple messed with my head so much, that I could only roll my eyes back and give up to the sensation. Finally, her foot moved on down my body until it eventually almost reached my hard cock. But she wouldn’t touch it. She repeated that with her other foot in the same agonisingly slow speed.

She then leaned forward and gently pressed her tits against my hard cock. I tried to desperately get my cock up to rub it against her tits, but with no success. She laughed seeing me struggle and hearing me moan. I couldn’t really see her tits because she purposefully let her beautiful black hair hanging from her head, blocking my view. I was so desperately horny and could’ve just bursted in that moment. She eventually stopped and wiggled my hard cock. She leaned forward again and gently breathed on my tip. I needed it in soo badly so I instinctively tried to thrust into her open mouth. She immediately pulled away and gave my cock a hard slap. That really fucking hurt. She didn’t say a word. She wasn’t happy. She harshly grabbed my balls, pulled them to her and started slapping them gently, but fast. Her slaps becae harder and harder but not a bit slower. The pain was building and building and I started moaning loud until she could see that I couldn’t take it anymore and stopped. „Naughty boy…“ she said as her slapping had still lied still on my hurting balls, reminding me who’s in charge.

She let go, leaned forward and stuck out her tongue. She went down and almost licked my cock, but no… She just started licking my belly. Her tongue slowly moved up until she reached my chest. She licked my right nipple first, before moving on to the left one. It was so sensitive and she could tell I was a bit overwhelmed by that sensation. So she didn’t stop. I held her head gently. I really needed her to stop. I grabbed her hair to somehow deal with that strong sensation. She stopped, smiling and quickly trailing her tongue back down, stopping right before my cock. Then she lied her head on my stomach and started masturbating. I could only see her black hair and her perfect ass moving up and down to her fingers. She moved her hand up without looking and started rubbing my right nipple again, while masturbating. Then she finally moved down with her, stretching her back, pointing her ass up. She started licking the very base of my shaft. It felt too good. It was only my base but her tongue made my feel crazy anywhere. I begged her. Begged her to please move further up. But she didn’t listen. Then she finally straightened herself up, sat on her ass and placed her beautiful feet on my teased cock. She spitted on my cock and used her soft soles to smear her spit all over my cock and use it as lube.

I thanked her endlessly when she started stroking my cock with her soles. I couldn’t take it. Her feet just felt so incredibly and I couldn’t take my eyes off her feet. She laughed as she saw my face filled with desperation and admiration for her and her feet. Maybe she laughed at me for being so pathetically weak for her feet. I couldn’t stop shaking and twitching every time her soles rubbed my tip. After a few minutes, I was close already. She felt that, focused her last strokes on my tip, pushing me to the edge before letting go completely. „Fuckk“ those last strokes killed me. She used her feet to squeeze a thick drop of precum out. She then grabbed my cock with her hand and quickly licked that drop off my tip. Her tongue on my tip… Even for just half a second, it felt incredible. I just twitched at this incredible feeling. She laughed and starting stroking my cock with her feet again. After a minute, I edged again. She stopped a bit earlier, but still incredibly frustrating. Just before I thought we would now go on and focus on my cock, she just lied her head on my stomach again started masturbating again, leaving my edged cock alone. She started moaning as she pressed her tits against my cock. And no matter how much I was begging her to do my cock again, she didn’t listen, just living in her moment. I knew she felt good, so I stopped begging and let her enjoy herself while my frustration grew and grew.

She stopped and looked up to me, possessively placing her hands on my chest. She crawled up to me, still moaning. She obsessively kissed me deeply, almost devouring me. She wrapped her hand around my neck and looked me deep into my eyes. She straightened herself up again and turned around, her ass to my face. Now I could see how wet she was. Her dark-brown pussy lips were shining in her juices. She slowly lowered herself onto my face and I started licking her pussy. I tasted her sweet juices and cream as I could suddenly feel her warm and soft hand wrapped around my cock. I stopped for a second and moaned but quickly went back to my task of pleasuring my girlfriend. With her ass and wet pussy in my face and the beautiful taste of her juices, it didn’t take her long to reach my edge. She squeezed another drop of my precum out and lifted her ass up and fed me my precum with her finger. I didn’t care. I just licked and sucked whatever she wanted me to. That salty taste of my precum didn’t change that. She continued stroking and edged me again just a few seconds later. I somehow just didn’t care that she edged me. I just lost myself in the taste of her beautiful pussy. As she started to realise that I was maybe enjoying her a bit too much, she lifted her ass up and turned around. A desperate „Noo, noo…“ came out of me. Like I was hungry for her angelic pussy. She just responded „Aww, babyy“.

Again, she wrapped her godlike feet around my cock and started stroking them. She started off slowly but I was so horny and desperate that the feeling of her perfect soft soles rubbing against my sensitive tip brought me close to fuckinf fast. I was internally hoping she would just end it now. Don’t care if it’s ruined. Just release me. I reached the edge again within a minute or so. She stopped! She forced her feet down my cock and tightly wrapped them around my base. But she pulled the skin of my cock all down so hard that it hurt. But at the same time it made me feel a weird sensation in my cock that pushed me over the edge just like that. I could feel how my cum slowly climbed up my shaft and reached my tip. Then it happened. My thick, salty cum slowly dribbled out of my cock with no stimulation. I moaned out in pain because it was not just the pain of her feet violently pulling down the skin of my cock, but also the burning pain inside my cock of that ruined orgasm. My ruined cum dribbled down all over her beautiful feet, making a mess. She looked surprised, and disappointed. When I thought it was over, she grabbed my cock and stroke it in full speed! „You have to be punished!“ she aggressively said to me. It took seconds. On the edge! And her hand… gone. Just holding my base. The loneliest, most painful rope of cum shot out onto her feet. „You made a mess on my feet! Filthy boy…“ Her soles were covered in cum. She lifted both her feet and some cum fell down onto my belly when she lifted them. I begged her not to make me eat my cum. She thought about it for a second, watching my ruined load on her feet, but then just pressed her feet against my lips and forced me to lock her cute feet clean. The taste wasn’t good, but she wanted it. It was a lot of cum. I wish I would’ve not cum so much like I did. But that was my punishment for making such a mess on her feet. I cleaned both her feet perfectly clean. I swallowed it but it was hard. But it made her smile and visibly happy. She made sure it was all clean… And eventually it was.

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Part 5: April 5th, 2026

Recap: My girlfriend and I (both 20) have been together for over three months now and my girlfriend started to fall in love with ruining my orgasms, controlling my orgasms and seeing my frustration. For her birthday, she wished for ruining every single orgasm of mine until my birthday in June. I have never experienced a single ruined orgasm before part one (not that I’m aware of), so it is a completely new experience for me.

Btw sorry for the delay, did not have the time to write. I can tell you there are already more stories waiting to be shared here.

We spent the whole day together at my place. Btw since then she started staying at my place over the weekends. She already started teasing me the day before by randomly walking up to me and playing with her tits under her top. When she saw me starting to get really turned on, she stopped. But this day, she really started making me crazy. We were watching a show in my bed when she suddenly crawled down to my crotch, pulled down my pants and started sucking my soft cock. I moaned out and laughed. Feeling her mouth for the first time since a week was such a relief. But when my cock got as hard as possible, she stopped, left me hanging and pulled my pants back up. She then just crawled back up to me, kissed me and lied her head on my shoulder again, ignoring my disbelief and frustration of what she just did. I could just see that huge bulge in my pants. My breath was a heavy and I asked her: “Baby?” She just looked up to me with a cheeky smile and said: “Yeah, what’s wrong, babe?” She looked down at my bulge and said: “Ohh, always thinking about having sex with me, huh? You dirty boy!” I wasn’t ready to fight her little game, I just went with it.

A few hours later, it was time. She told me to lie down in my bed after I took of my clothes. She was still fully clothed, with her black top, black sweatpants and white socks. I looked into her eyes, pleading: “Can you take off your clothes too baby? Maybe just your top? Or your socks?” I tried to kiss her but she slightly recoiled and her cheeky smile became a serious face: “Lie. Down.” I lied down and she lied between my spread legs. She took my hard cock and rubbed my tip against her sealed lips, smiling. I looked at her and just needed her mouth to open a wrap itself around my hard cock. “You look gorgeous today, baby.” A desperate try of mine to make her suck my tip. But with a huge mistake. “Ahh, and normally I don’t?” She let go of my cock, leaving it hanging lonely. “I was really planning on sucking that cock, but I guess another day.” I couldn’t believe that just that one fucking word “today” messed up my chance of a blowjob.

She straightened herself up as she smoothly glided her hand from her breasts down to her pants. She grabbed underneath her panties and what she pulled out was a tight, black cock ring. She must’ve put it in right before we started. She put it around my shaft and I could instantly feel the pressure building up in my shaft. She grabbed and wiggled my cock. Just that felt soo incredibly good. I didn’t know I could be stimulated by just her wiggling my hardened cock. I felt soo weak. My veins started to thicken, while she opened her mouth and breathed on my cock. My breath stopped as I watched her repeatedly breathing out on my cock. I just looked into her mouth, imagining and remembering from earlier how good it would feel in there. She just gave the very tip of my cock one last gentle kiss and stopped.

She crawled up to me with an erotic smile and I thought she would kiss me after kissing my cock. My lips awaited the arrival of hers and she knew I was waiting for that. But instead, she held my face and said “Open your mouth” as I could see and hear how she gathered all the spit she could inside her mouth. I opened up and she put one finger on my teeth, making sure I wouldn’t close my lips again. Slowly, she let all her saliva fall down right into my mouth. She gathered a lot of her spit and it almost seemed like a endless string that was entering my mouth. When she was done, she closed my mouth by pushing my chin and said: “Savour it.” I did as she said and kept all in my mouth. “Swallow it.” And so I did. She gave me a playful smile and a quick kiss on the cheek, before crawling down back to my rock hard cock.

She said: “Ohh, I think I wasted all my spit on you…” as she started to stroke my cut cock dry. It didn’t really stimulate me, it just made me sooo much hornier. Meanwhile, she grabbed the bottle of lube we bought and started pouring it into her hand. Then, she wrapped that hand softly around my tip and went all the way down to the base of my veiny cock, so it was all lubed up. It felt incredible, I couldn’t hold my moan back. She let go and poured lube into her other hand. She wrapped it around my tip and slowly stroked down to my base. Now, with both of her hands and my cock lubricated, she started stroking my cock, while holding my base around that black cock ring. And she didn’t hold back. She stroked the upper half of my cock in medium speed, but it already killed me. The feeling of her lubed up hand stroking my tip repeatedly without a single pause was just too good.

I couldn’t watch anymore. I just had to close my eyes, lean back and savour that feeling. I never did that. She saw my reaction and whispered: “Aww fuck, that feels good, doesn’t it?” It was too good to be ruined to. So I asked her. “Baby, can we make one exception today? Just today?” Her stroking hand became tighter around my cock. I gasped and moaned to that incredible change. But I didn’t give up: “Babe, I’m sorry if I hurt your feelings earlier. You are the most beautiful person in the world.” I complimented and praised every part and feature of her body and she gladly accepted it at first, making me hope she would give in and grant me my wish. But when I started repeating myself she interrupted me: “Shut up. You should enjoy this feeling now. Because as I know you, it won’t last long.” As she said that, I realised how close I already was. I just completely let the pleasure take over my body and didn’t even try to hold it for her.

“You’re so weak. Did you really believe you could talk me into NOT ruining your orgasm?” I apologised but I could see how much she liked my compliments in that moment, so my hope is that she might make an exception one day if I continue with that. She kept her tight grip of her fast strokes. I looked up for second and what I saw made me whine, not just moan. Her mouth was so close to my cock and she just started blowing on my tip. The lube made this sensation just stronger. She obviously knew that. She kept stroking while continually blowing onto my tip. My eyes actually rolled back uncontrollably. She just laughed about that. Knowing she had me in full control.

These fast, lubed up strokes felt just too good and I was getting close. I felt how she stopped the blowing and I looked back at her again, wondering what she might do next. What I saw was her wide opened mouth with her sweet, pink tongue out. She pointed my cock towards her open mouth, making me think she might catch my ruined shots with her sweet tongue and mouth. Would be painful, but beautiful to see. Her strokes were now rapidly focusing my tip. And I felt it. The edge. I couldn’t hold it. Her merciless strokes just immediately pushed me over the edge as soon as I felt the edge. “I’m gonna cum!” and I just frustratingly waited for her sudden stop. But, she didn’t stop! Would she now grant me my wish? I breathed rapidly and moaned “Yes”, but then… she stopped. She stopped and two seconds later a big, thick white rope of cum shot out of my veiny dick. She gave me a cheeky smile before another two violent cumshots followed, all reaching my chest.

Did it feel better? No. The frustration is best described with what she said while my final little cum drops came out: “So fucking close, yet sooo far…” The building feeling of a beautiful full orgasm being completely interrupted and stopped right before you thought you’d had it with absolutely no time to prepare for your ruined cumshot is an even bigger frustration for me. Maybe a little less painful down there, but more painful in the head. She was so happy. She did it the first time that way and she knew it worked out. She could see it was more effective in frustrating me mentally and she was getting bigger cumshots, which she liked too. But she wasn’t done with me.

She stood up, leaving my cum-covered body and sat down in the chair next to us. She leaned back, crossed her legs elegantly and said: “Come here! Stand up and come to your baby…” So I did, my hanging cock was still throbing from that powerful ruin. I stood right in front of her. “Let me see you from the side, baby” I turned to the side and I started to realise what she wants. “Stroke your cock for me now!” For a second my mind tried to resist, because I was too exhausted, but I couldn’t let her down now. I was afraid of the consequences. I stroke my cock, that was now covered in lube and a bit of my cum. I stroked slowly and only my tip, but I just couldn’t hold it. I was on the edge again so fucking fast, but I couldn’t stop! The first ruined orgasm was just too frustrating, that now my body just wanted a full orgasm. I tried to stop but I couldn’t do it. She saw my struggle and knew I was gonna cum, so she intervened. She stopped my stroking hand. And again, two or three seconds later, a few thick drops of cum shot out of my dick, audibly landing on the ground. Even more frustrating than the first one. I really wanted a full one after that brutal ruin. Still, I was kinda relieved that she helped me, because I wouldn’t wanna know the potential consequences of me getting a full orgasm by myself.

She stood up and asked me: “Did you try to cum fully? Did you try to trick me?” I said: “No, no! I just couldn’t do it, baby. Please, forgive me.” She smiled at me and asked: “Would you prepare a nice hot bath for me? A bubble bath, please.” In that sudden politeness of her question was a command. She didn’t really asked me to do it. She knew I had to and I did. I prepared all for her and she went into the bathroom after I was finished, took of her clothes without me seeing, climbed into the bath tub and lied underneath the foam. She called for me and I came in. I couldn’t see anything of her naked body, since it was all covered by the thick foam.

She said I should rub her pussy and make her cum underwater. I kneeled down next to the tub and started to rub her pussy. She moaned but she was though. I really gave my best to make her cum but she was not easy to beat. Finally, after at least double the time we needed for my ruined orgasm, I saw how she grabbed the edge of the tub and how her whole body arched as she finally came with a sweet, quiet moan. She was so satisfied as she told me to get out. She stayed in the bath for another hour before finally coming out of the bathroom. What an evening that was.

Thanks for reading all this, I will try to put the other entries out as quick as I can. Sorry for the delay! And let me know your thoughts.