As someone who uses stimulants daily, I need help
I take more than my dose of Vyvanse most days because I feel it works only when I take 90+ mg. Maybe 3 to 4 times a week, I take over 100 mg.
Whatever, I'm already addicted to benzodiazepines and don't feel anything on them, also Z drugs. And I'm addicted to opioids too.
I spend most of the day hyper-focused with zero social interaction, ignoring everyone to work. I tell myself I'll socialize after I finish, but then the crash hits me so fucking hard, making me want to end my day and avoid talking to anyone. I experience headaches and feel terrible. I need help managing these feelings—what drugs or supplements could help me stop feeling this way, so I can be normal without hating myself, my life, or how my mind switches from feeling positive to becoming extremely negative? It’s so frightening.
I want to hear about your remedies and your recommendations. I'm already addicted to most drugs, so please don't feel bad about suggesting them.