19 frm, please i wanna hear what you would do to me if you had me alone for 3 days no limits... What would you make me do? How public how painful how humiliating? Be creative please and while you're at it give me a related task for the day ;) push my limits
Every time I 19Ftm get horny i start thinking about dirty and fucked up things that would make me gag normally, yestersay i actually made myself do it, i held my bladder for hours and chugged three bottles of water before pissing all over myself (wasnt into that part but was into the holding) I felt immidiatley disgusting and after hating myself for a bit i was horny again and started using my wand for two hours past my bedtime and immidiatley again when i woke up 3 hours later. ive always considered myself somewhere on the ace spectrum because no matter how vanilla the sex i feel gross after and hate myself, but i still cant stop myself from touching. i have no idea why, like if i hate it so much why do i keep doing it? why is my libido so high.
Today is my last day off this week and I've decided to spend it having fun and playing with my pathetic body. so as of now I'm sitting on my dildo with all my body weight, it fricking hurts (doesn't help that i smoked and every time i cough it presses my body down further) So for one hour tonight i want some tasks be as creative as you can, make me hurt, make me feel gross and ashamed and absoloutley exhausted, I really wanna be inconvenienced and i wanna feel it at work tomorrow. I just put my pump on my clit too so itll be extra sensitive by the time yall gett ahold of me. I wanna regret asking for this.
he/him no misgendering pls
Kinks: Hypno, Overstimulation, orgasm control, denial, edging, tit torture, light clit and pussy torture, light humiliation, (Maybe bladder control?) puppy play, manipulation, light objectification, BDSM, TPE, bondage,
Limits: piss play, Scat, Extreme public, involving others, illegal, permenant damage, anal,
Toys: Magic wand, Dildo, Pump, rubber bands, 1x binder clip
A few ideas ive already thought of are that i wanna deepthroat my dildo to the bottom for at least a minute straight, and, ive imagined shoving a pair of panites inside me before my dlido, making it push a lot deeper and more painful. lets see what you come up with, comments only please, and please be as creative as you can, i really wanna regret this.
Give me ideas, it's been so needy it needs to be punished for it