Eating full load for 1st time tonight
What title says.
I have gone past the mental block and now enjoy the taste and the texture of chewing firm shit. However, I've only ever consumed small amounts -- one little log here and there, and already the second one triggers the "that's enough, I'm satisfied".
But I told the feeder that I want to eat his full load, that I know that I will struggle, but I want it anyway.
Well, lo and behold, the stars aligned and he can feed me tonight. Says he's been saving a load for me.
Super excited, rock-hard thinking of it, yet afraid of chickening out when biting more than I can chew.
Also, I've eaten before with the aid of, wells, chems. But tonight is a school night and we'll do it sober. I'm afraid the "dumbo feather" effect will kick in.
Advice?