u/BlakeLOS

Been taking an unfortunately increasing amount of uppers during the day, and downers at night. Thing is, this routine makes me soo much more of a functional human being; I do better at work, relationships feel easier to maintain, I've put so much more progress into my passions and job, the usual insomnia is kept at bay. No more bedrotting or wasting my days. I know the things I'm taking have some serious consequences. I've seen them first hand, but damn man it's just not fair. I like who I am with them than without.

I'm just another case of "just you wait and see," I'm sure. Just wish I could live this way instead of being me.

Anyone who's been where I am want to scare me with a cautionary tale or anything? Feel I could use it.