I need help
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I'm M21, I don't know if i can call it bi or where do i fit in. I've been consuming a lot of sissy porn from few months, gooning for hours, getting fucked by my dildo, and it's all really nice, I love this life.. I want to go put myself out there, try the real thing out and I live in India, but the issue is I don't like masculinity but I do like cock abd awfully lot, I'm looking for trans, sissies, femboys who are feminine and clean.. I've tried my luck for nearly a month and a half now, but I can't find a single person I would feel attracted to.. there's no one clean, and even if they are, they're all too masculine, all trying to crossdress but in a really bad way... I'm really tired and frustrated about all this.. I haven't given up, I'm still looking, but I can feel the interest fading...
If anyone knows someone like what I'm looking for please hook me up with them.
And if anyone has any other advices please do let me know..