u/BluePetAngie

I feel so damn weak today, I didnt even start with weed and I already feel all foggy.

And the worst ideas keep showing up in my head... or are they the best ones?

Like grabbing that toy thats now sucking on my clit...
Like going here to write about it, because people online know better... because I should not think...
Like how the vape or the gummies sound like a good idea rn...
Like how I could put up a sign in my window... city centre... not far from work even... saying im an edge addict with linktree attached...
Like how maybe it would be better to fill my ass...
Like how maybe cockwarming would be even better...
Like how the toy on my clit never lasts long enough and maybe I should just order a new one...
Like maybe I should spend a while just browsing other toys I should get soon...
Or like maybe I should open sims after months and months, find the avatar that looks kinda like me and slowly make more and more bimbo versions of her...
Or since I am missing work maybe I should just spend the day sexualising it, looking up pictures of my coworkers... imagining what my bosses cock would taste like... maybe I should do that instead...

This fucktoy woke up and immediately put a womanizer on her clit. Im on a business trip rn, should be packing up, having breakfast, leaving for work… but this fucktoy knows there wont be a chance of toys until friday night… so just a little before i do all that cant hurt right? Its absolutely just going to be a few minutes not until the toy battery dies … and it for sure wont make this braindead gooned out edge addict even more helpless and desperate to keep going or dumb enough to tell people my most fucked up ideas

I had a busy morning today. I was so close to being ready on time not having slipped up back into playing with myself... but then it was time to change and go to work...
...and just like that this edge addicted fucktoy ended up naked and with a toy sucking on her clit again. I already know Ill be late, but it doesn't matter. It wont be by a lot... I can play a while, take the first standup from home and then get to work, nobody will even notice... right?
I will manage to stop for the call... right?
It's not like I am step by step ruining my life because I'm an addicted braindead gooner... right?

You might remember this desperate fucktoy posting yesterday about how hard it is not to goon out yet again after 4 days of it.
If you do not you can check it out here https://www.reddit.com/r/EdgingTalk/comments/1t38mpa/today_we_find_out/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=web3x&utm_name=web3xcss&utm_term=1&utm_content=share_button

This fucktoy tried really hard not to play and be responsible and work yesterday and be a person even lead meetings.

But in the end this gooned out desperate edge addict relapsed, stayed working from home, by lunchtime spent meetings with a toy sucking on my oversensitive clit and my ass plugged. By the afternoon was cockwarming a dildo and leaving a puddle under myself.

Yet another workday desperate, naked, needy and barely holding together enough for work not to notice.

And today? Today it is 8am, this fucktoy is posting this while a toy sucks on my desperate clit because all of you need to know just how addicted it is. You need to know that if you saw yourself in the post yesterday and thought you had hope YOU MIGHT AS WELL GIVE IN. There is no hope of being a normal person after this.

Pathetic edge addicted fucktoys like I am deserve to be tortured and made worse and worse every day.

This fucktoy spent the last 3 days gooning. Different levels of high as well. Having excused myself from work just to not have to think the first day and it only spiraled from there.

Today was supposed to be a safe stopping point, the weekly call home absolutely unavoidable… only i was so needy my sir let this braindead gooned out edge addict text them to skip this one.

Fuck im so scared ill get even worse and yet this fucktoy can’t stop gooning out.

PLEASE SOMEONE HELP
help me not fuck up my life more and stop gooning today before I screw up my work too. 😭

Someone suggested writing a list of the worst topics that trigger this braindead gooned out edge addict and fuck with my brain:
- p0rn addiction
- intox
- somno
- freeuse
- gaming
- gaslighting
- humiliation
- dumbification
- hypno
- misogyny
- hucow

After this week there can be no doubt that is what I really am.
Needed to take a day off because being a normal human was too much and spent the whole thursday gooning and edging.
Spent the whole friday naked doing the same. Frying my wand in the process. High as well.
Today I get to be collared, edging and gooning yet again. Trying a womaniser toy for the first time while a new wand charges.

I deserve to be like this. I belong like this. A needy gooned out brainless dummy for anyone to play with.

I am not allowed to cum. I am not allowed to block anyone. I have to accept every request and be nice and thankful. Part of me hates this.

I hope people on here completely fuck up my brain and I won’t ever get better.

Yesterday I ended up calling in sick because i felt overwhelmed and not ready to make my own choices and be an adult.
I ended up spending most of the day on the wand. Grinding it until my whole pussy was raw, edging over and over.

Today I woke up horny again, spent most of the morning with the wand on low because trying to ignore my oversensitive clit was impossible. Of course im still not allowed to cum, my sir did come by to fuck me and leave me to play some more though…

At this point I know there is no helping me. I know I belong like this and every day i don’t spend like this is the roleplaying not the other way around.

I don’t block anyone on here, accept every message request, click every link. Today I also promised I’d be nice and thankful to people no matter what.

What do you think - do I need to be worse? Fill my holes? Let people manipulate and break my mind? Get intoxxed with weed booze? Or is me torturing that overstimulated clit on low for the rest of the day how I belong?

So today i stayed home cause i was feeling all confused and having hard time adulting in general. So it seems like the perfect day to just completely let go on here.

And! I found a sub thats focused on dumbification in general and oh my if that isnt a new kink instantly unlocked and triggeered

As usual i dont block anyone ever, i click links and i reply to message requests accepting them before reading so i really hope everyone on here has their fun with me today and really breaks me

Hiya, im new to this subreddit but I just wanted to say, I love letting people choose things for me. Often i feel both horny and and too confused to make choices and this seems like the perfect place for that.

Today i took a day off because I felt like that so badly.

I also never block people and always respond to message requests (and accept them no matter whats in them).

Anyone feel like talking and helping me choose what to do with my day today?

I feel reckless today, you get to exploit it enjoy

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