F28 I have history with a man my husband hates. I didn't tell him but think about telling him to come clean. Was the most sexual phase of my life. It feels like cheating since I think about it often. And yes, I like to.
I know it makes me bad.
I've been married now for 2 years. My husband and I didn't date much but have knowm each other for a decade. We were just friends back then.
He had a girlfriend. She had cheated on him. I know because it was quite a news in college. We're from Bangalore and more often than not, people get to know.
Since we were friends, I never told him that I've had a casual relationship with that same guy back then. I never really thought I'd marry my husband or ever have to tell him.
I sometimes think back to it. It was the most sexual phase of my life. It turns me on when I think back. I get very worked up talking about or even just thinking back to it.