I keep inviting a guy over just to finger me while I’m on the phone to my long distance bf… the combination just feels amazing tbh… I’ve done maybe 6 times & he of course does not know. I also will time his calls directly after I have sex so I can still feel I had it inside me recently while I’m talking to him and he said lately he’s felt our calls are a lot more peaceful… in both relationships I’ve been when I cheat, I’m very loving and calm. But when I don’t usually I’m more argumentative.
It’s the secret element along with if he asks if I cheated, telling him I would never after doing 2 minutes ago, it turns me on. I love him a lot but I accepted at least while we are living apart… I enjoy it a lot, I’m only 24, so yeah & he’s accidentally happy too 😅 I like the combo too much. Funnily enough I’m actually truthful except my cheating.
I have a big turn on about the other way I guess. I would equally happily be loyal to him only but for him to have multiple sex partners or take another gf in his city. Don’t know how the hell you word this though, I just like the “I do what I want” attitude for example, I was not in his city a while and he is wanting head bad, he once said oh fuck it I’m clearly horny why am I waiting I’ll text a girl to come suck it… turns out he just wanted a jealousy reaction from me but I thought he was actually going to and I liked it (didn’t say) 😂😂 tbh I’d never mind if my bf also got another gf, and say I wanna call he tells me he’s busy with her but will call me in 1h after… I like the feeling a lot like slight jealousy he takes more women when he wants & he will not check with me before he loves or commits to another woman & confirmed official relationship with her too so says very casually to me 🤷🏼♀️ but would want to be loyal only in this condition while he can enjoy any women sexual/love.
I think I also would love if I asked is he going to be home at same time & he said later bc he’s found this woman with huge boobs and nice lips, very pretty in restaurant so he will spend many hours fucking her.. then he comes home happy.. maybe he shares how she’s hot or even he’s gonna take her on dates bc he has feelings too or maybe he fucks and gives no words to me but Ik he has so, v hot either way to me.