i think i’ve admitted it to myself?
I think i’m straight, but then when i get horny i fantasise about anything sissy!
My biggest fantasy is to be dominated by either my long time rival or bully during a fight and then be forced to lock up and dress permanently for him. He makes me drop to my knees and take his cock in my mouth and look up into his eyes while he tells me I’m no longer a threat and I’m his property. He then makes me become his live in sissy cuck maid. I clean his home while he makes me watch or listen to him fuck sexy women I could never get. Including my crushes from the past. I would be forced to stand by and bring them drinks on a platter and make them dinner while he brings them to orgasms after orgasm. I would become so overwhelmingly horny that I would beg him for his cock, as some form of pleasure since Im no longer allowed to touch my own cock.
I can’t help it or stop it😵💫 what do i do…? I’m new to this sissy journey and have just admitted to myself I’m bi… but i’ve only been with women!