Tell me if this is right
Ok so yesterday i was alone at home for a long time. You know what it means. I almost immediatly dresses up, got my dildo out and started getting freaky.
I put on a cool video that gets me horny everytime and started doing the thing.
I sucked my dildo for a pretty long time, dreaming it was a hot veiny cock and during that time i was soooo hard girl.
I put on some lube on my bussy and started inserting that dildo very softly (it is pretty big but my ass can take it). I fucked myself for about an hour in different positions, in the shower and on the bed. Still no sissygasm (it will come i’m sure !!)
But while fucking myself, my clitty was totally soft and even when touching it, no response from it.
Is it normal ? Why sucking gets me hard while getting fucked gets me soft ?