Only ever sexually been with my bf but lately have started really getting hooked to WM content, especially if it is passionate and softdom type, even if nonconsensual. It hasn't changed anything in me for 90% of things, but it has KILLED my bedroom. Is that common? I feel like now it is less entertainment and more brainwash
I am 23 f indian in a relationship with an indian man. I lust after white men a lot although im a bit embarrassed and ahsamed of it because I come from a prudish family. However, the things I crave most is their touch, lips, strong arms, cocky and confident attitude, insane sex drive. Sure dick size is important, but i find that here its what the man is reduced to. FFS white balls are sooo hot even. #Rant
23 f indian. Please dont talk about cuckolding stuff this isnt porn. Also if youre a white guy please know that theres more to a man than a "bwc". sorry for that rude disclaimer.
I have been in a relationship with my indian bf for 4 years and he is the only one i've been intimate with. We moved to Europe sometime ago and I made other indian friends here. One of them has now gotten a white boyfriend and man the entitlement but gentleness with which he touches her in public is so.. foreign but hot. She also tells me he has the same sensual but dominant confidence in the bedroom. I have kind of not been able to stop thinking about it lately. is this really how wmif relationships can be?
Today some friends were visting and talked about when they were in southeast asia then went to this chefs restaurant and apparently this british chef just moved there to enjoy nature's delights. Normally i wouldnt have thought anything about it, but now while my bf was making normal conversation I couldnt stop wondering if he moved there to have sex with asian girls, and how he must look, sprawled over them with his tongue in their whimpering mouth. Obv then I started imagining myself as them. Have i been brainwashed? is this what that feels like? I have never been with a white man physically. this has to be fucked up no?
i live in europe with my indian bf and have developed a bit of a kink for white men, although never acted on it. Now most of the porn i watch has white men in it, as do most of the shows, youtube etc. i always felt like the world was sendingnme to them.
However lately, when my white male friends joke around i find it somehow more triggering sexually. Someone talked yesterday abiut being "balls deep" and my head immiediately conjured up an image of big white balls resting against my tiny brown butt. It's even more for intimate things like kissing, "tongue down her throat", etc.
Do you think that subs like this are having a hypnotic effect?
I dont understand this magnetism. I know that because I live in Europe I subconsciously feel safe with white men since they are the implicit authority. Yet, this feels somehow more than that. Sometimes i wish a white man would just take me without my consent so I dont feel guilty laying with someone other than my bf. God am I awful?
Not single and live with my Indian boyfriend. Do old men in Europe tend to especially crave young women of color? I get looks EVWRYWHERE I go. And now its started to affect me too.
For the past many months every time I get horny I think of older men with wet tongues and large white members being real creepy and trying to get in my panties, not even always consensually, although it is always sensual and sloppy.
Had a strange incident in the metro today, i think thanks to this subreddit. Was coming home from work during rush hour and ended up a bit sandwiched between people. I am 5 feet tall and petite and everyone here is tall so it does happen at times.
Anyway, there was this old dude who seemed like a bit of a creep but unfortunately i ended up a bit with him to my side but my arm was pressed. God his smell was like tobacco and I swear he was trying to breathe my scent in. It was so creepy. The journey was like 20 minutes long. He also stared at me directly i think hoping to make eye contact. It was so scary at the start, but like 10 min in I got used to it? By minute 15 or 16 I felt myself even relax a bit and when i left, he left his arm lingering enough to touch my tights. Its sooo weird but i think now i am kind of aroused by the whole thing. Now i am trying tobsleep and i keep thinking of him licking my neck, torso, face, whatever and me feeling his. I think you all have fully brainwashed me.
I didnt think this could happen. Like sure i obv have a kink for white guys for various reasons, but i still liked my bf. Now i feel suddenly that when he touches me there is no spark and i find white guys more manly.
Is this normal? I have only ever been with my bf sexually but i feel like if I think of a white man kissing me deeply or even taking me like noncon but sensually, that I get pretty aroused compared to physically being with my bf.
My bf and I came here for a better future, but its hard to find success here when you feel like the world is against you. I have started noticing that although we are always critical of the white patriarchy here I recently am getting more attracted to it. I am not promiscuous or like a hoe, but I feel my bf is now less attractive somehow and cocky white men seem more appealing. They are also always trying to get in my pants which makes me feel weirdly younger and treasured. Am i falling for the old colonial trap?
I always wanted to mix sex with powerplay and despite so many times trying to communicate it, my bf just seems to turn off if i act like a brat or ask for CNC or something. I mean sure I don't like super rough sex and for me domination and humiliation are both sensual, but he just lets me get away with everything. Meanwhile at work I feel like white men are always giving me an attitude check even though they shower me with praises and clearly lust after me. It's just the way they act, brag, talk openly about their sexual and nonsexual exploits. I wish my bf had this confidence. #Rant.
Not sure how to say this but my bf and i are both indian and in Europe. Its not easy being an immigrant and while we both have skilled jobs, theres always white men standing between us and success. i developed this kink after coming here and to be honest I am into passionate/sensual fantasies even with white men and even i am fantasizinb about more... ahem.. Non consensual stuff. So i didnt think that it was related to the whole minortiy complex. But now i see that every time I feel some kind of iiritation at a white man, i feel more aroused by the idea of this kink. is this a common story or am I just crazy?
it feels like a weird magnetism or gravity. Not like some weird bdsm thing, just two pieces in a puzzle that fit.
Been in europe for some years now and my bf (indian) and i always bitch about the local people. Yet over time my attraction to white men has never stopped growing. Yes they are always having it easy and in a position of power, but what i feel wjth them is mpre passionate and intimate than some 50 shades of grey shit, eventhough it is noncon a lot.
Just started thinking that maybe its the naturally competitive attitude of us asian girls which makes us prone to this pick me girl type of horniness.
indian girl here in Europe. Bit scared at how easy it is to end up in the arms of a white man. Im kind of hot in a petite way and there have been so many isntances lately both at work and outside when i have felt that the white man was lusting after me. I am sure others do too but its weirdly magnetizing when white men do for some reason.