u/Byskngmaster

I have wanted to be rid of my testes for a long time. I have been stuck on a mental factor. That being that I want to be neutered by a Man. I have no desire to transition. It is more that I want to know that a superior male removed my ability to be a male ever again. That a superior Male removed what make me male. I am weird? Is this strange? Thoughts? Please male only replies.

Had a Dom direct several heavy stirring sessions. Each over an hour long. He ghosted after those sessions. After healing for six months i can barely get a needle in without extreme pain. Unfortunately, they were not destroyed. Still producing testosterone and sprem cells. Looking to finish them off.