Met up with my ex yesterday. Sabi namin, “catch up lang, usap lang”… pero alam naman natin pareho na may tension pa rin.
Ang daming what-ifs, ang daming unfinished feelings… and I guess that turned into something else real quick.
Plot twist? May girlfriend na siya ngayon.
And for some reason… that made everything feel more intense for me.
So we did it, we had sex and in the middle of doing it, nag-light up phone niya. Pangalan ng girl niya. Tiningnan niya ako like he didn’t know what to do… and I just said, “reply ka pero wag mong huhugutin"
He actually did. They were texting while binabayo niya ako.
My heart was pounding like crazy—halo na excitement at kaba. Then biglang tumawag si girl.
And yes… sinagot niya.
I don’t even know how to describe that moment. The tension? The risk? The adrenaline? Parang mali pero sobrang… intoxicating. Nag cum ako while they were talking. It was the best I had.
Hindi ko siya proud moment, honestly.
Pero grabe… ibang klase yung feeling.